I wander to wonder.

Ninja Stalking

2012-02-06T00:21:00.008+08:00

Wassup! We 2NE1! :)

LOL. That was how 2NE1 introduced themselves to anyone! :P Anyway, Why I blogged today, after so many months, is because of my Ninja Stalking of 2NE1 in their last day of stay from their 5 day vacation here in the Philippines.

Good Morning.

So the day started like, I am not really on my senses to go to the NAIA Terminal 3 because I only had 2 hours of sleep and I haven't received any message from my friend that we are certainly going to the airport. But we planned our stalking 3 days before. Then suddenly when I'm about to convince myself that we're really not stalking my friend message me that we're going (she just woke up). It was quite late and we thought we're not gonna make it to the airport. Good thing, their flight was delayed for an hour.

Howdy NAIA Terminal 3!

It was my first time to commute to NAIA. (Usually, we had our car to drive there). Lol So, we had to ask every guard that's on our way to tell us the deets on how to go there. Luckily, we made it! We rode the FREE Shuttle to Terminal 3. LOL. Mind you, it's FREE but it's really not! No, I mean we had it for FREE, we didn't pay. It's not our fault since they didn't made us pay and we we're really surprised that even after we get off the shuttle no one reminded us the 20php payment for it. :)) Going through, I had to throw my cutter, I forgot it was in my pencil case. We threw it so there'll be no more fuss while entering the terminal.

In the terminal, there we saw a lot of BlackJacks (2NE1's fans) inside and they were all lined up so we lined up as well to show we are not crazy fans. But when 2ne1 was making their way out to their van to Maxims Hotel. Everyone, started running towards the girls, wanting to have their albums, mags and other stuffs to be signed. That made CL and Bom trapped for a while. Actually, I also run towards CL to have my album signed. (But didn't get the chance to, a lot of fans gathered around her, I don't want to blocked their way.) And I was literally at Bom's back while she was signing some. (Again, wasn't able to hand her my album.) I could really touch her but manage to control myself not to. I might startle her. :)) I saw CL, Bom and Dara there but not Minzy. :(

To Maxims, Resorts World.

After terminal 3, we walked to the Resorts World. I am actually amazed of the how the other BlackJacks lead the way to RW. We actually jaywalked, cross the planters and bravely cross the main road.

Hoping we'll be able to see them in the lobby of the hotel, we waited. But after an hour, someone said 2NE1 were already in their room.

Well it was true. So me and my friend just decided to eat. After eating we just went up and down, going to the restroom and back to the game zoo and anywhere we could, with hopes of seeing 2NE1 strolling also in the mall.

Elevator goes up and down.

My friend and I decided to take the elevator at the Maxims. At first we took the escalator, getting curious of what the hotel looks like and of course, a little of trying to see 2NE1. We took the elevator at the 3rd floor to 5th floor and then people who were checked in, in the hotel entered the elevator to 8th floor and we also got off on the 8th floor.

We stayed there for a while then finally decided to go down. When we're on the elevator, it opened on the 7th floor. I saw a girl signing something she's with men in black suits. They entered the elevator. To our surprised, it was Dara and her body guards!! Me and my friend tried to act as if we are not fans. Then I pulled out my album and a pentel pen then had the guts of finally speaking, "Dara, I'm a fan." Then I handed my album to her. Then I said, "Thank You so much". She smiled and get off at the 6th floor. LOL. Imagine how fast that thing was?

We stayed at the elevator and get off at the 2nd floor. And that's when I started trembling and my heart skip a beat. We were so happy. It was really unexpected. Dara is really pretty and so kind! :) We really couldn't believe that it happened. LOL. We were actually calm when we get off and not show it to other BlackJacks waiting on the 2nd floor. It's not selfishness but I just don't want to make them so excited that might make them go up and take the elevator. It's for Dara. :) Hehe.

Waiting Hours.

This part of my story is actually the most tiring to do. LOL. Waiting. We killed time in the GameZoo, restrooms, and on the 2nd Floor lobby. We almost sleep in the lobby there. LOL. We wait and wait and wait and wait. and we actually tried to take elevator again but failed and then we wait and wait and wait. LOL. Did I mention we waited? :))

Goodbye 2NE1!

After hours of waiting. It's time for our ladies to wave goodbye. As their luggage were brought down the main lobby, everyone's anticipation of seeing 2NE1 rose up! Every time the elevator would open. They would get ready. lol. Count me in. :))

Then finally, they went down and go straight to their van. I am just inches away from the girls. I could really touch them. But I did not. I don't know what to do. LOL Bom led the way, then CL then Minzy. I didn't saw Dara going out or am I just blind by their beauty? LOL Someone said that Dara is behind CL before Minzy but I really didn't see her. LOL fail me. :))

We didn't follow them to NAIA Terminal 1. I am so busted and my mom is going to kill me coz it's really late. LOL. :))

Anyway, It was indeed a good shot for a first time stalker like me. Hehe. I am really happy. All the waiting was paid off! I just wish 2NE1 would come back here for Nolza Philippines! Yey! HWAITING! :)

*ooppssie, sorry I don't have pictures of them or fancams. I believe they need privacy. hihi. ciaoo people Till next stalking. :)

A Night So Surreal

2011-10-27T22:58:00.023+08:00

At this moment, I still feel the amazing crowd last night. I am so happy that I got a lot of fellow owls around me singing to Owl City's song. I am really blown away. I am so overwhelmed of how Adam smiled and said, " MANILA!!! I THINK I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU!!".

Owl City Live in Manila 2011 is the BEST CONCERT I ever had. Even though the whole day was tiring and I waited hours before the concert in the venue, it was all worth it. I met a lot of hoot owls and had fun with my Owl City PH family. The feeling of finally meeting ADAM YOUNG after all those years. I am really blessed to know such a great Artist.

Actually, the day before the concert,I was crying. I didn't won the Meet and Greet pass for Owl City. But an Angel gave me hope in meeting Adam. (Thank you so much for giving me the chance, Grace Co) I never thought that I would be able to meet him.

I was so speechless when I saw him. Adam is so lovely.

Fortunately, I had the guts while trembling and ask him, "Can I hug you?"and he replied smiling, "Oh, yeah, Sure!" and I hug him. It lasted for only seconds but that is PRICELESS! I can't explain the feeling after that, I didn't even know how I smiled when the photographer took our shot. Sadly, I wasn't able to give him my little gift for him or ask for an autograph. Seriously, I can't properly think at that moment but yeah, hugging him is already the best thing that happened and I will surely treasure it. :D

During the concert I was really in front of the stage and maybe in the center. Moshpit! Whooohooo. We were the first 3 people who entered the VIP area. (Me, Hanako and Reine) We were clinging on to the bar that separates us 1meter (i think) apart from the stage. We stand for an hour and a half until Owl City started the Magical show ever! I was really enthralled from the start up to the point they have to leave the stage. The fans we're so cool as we sang to every song he played. I'm sure he love us too. :D I will wait for that, "See you soon", of Adam. :) I promised to be in that crowd again. ♥

Hmm, but I really hope the fan art that we threw on the stage was handed to him. I'm not really sure if he saw that, I am really wishing tho. Anyway, I am really thankful for all the people I'm with in this fandom. I am so grateful that I met you OWLS. The whole day is a day to be remembered forever as I will forever hoot and support Adam Young and Owl City with all my heart. :)

I'll keep this simple.

A night so surreal. An amazing crowd. Unexplainable feeling. An enchanting meet up. A hug worth the years. Seconds to treasure a lifetime. ADAM IS SO OWLSOME!

I LOVE YOU ADAM YOUNG!

I just can't contain it. :D

2011-10-24T00:39:00.006+08:00

Howdy!!! Uhmmm. I just can't sleep that's why I decided to blog. Well, I see some dust in my blog hehehe Sorry I can't update everyday or every other day or every week. I just update when my mood's telling me so. But I don't have anything to say except for the upcoming (2 days left , yey!) OWL CITY LIVE IN MANILA concert. :)) Hihi.

So, I'm just so lucky to watch him again live. Adam Young is the coolest musician I have ever known. :) Yeah, seriously. His music makes me dance and party, sometimes cry and reminisce on certain things but what I like about his music is that I use it to calm myself. Hihi. As what hoot owls says, "Keep Calm and Listen to Owl City". That's what I usually do. :) ADAM RANDAL YOUNG I so LOVE YOU. :))

And because I really, really want to meet him and personally say thank you to him, I want to have the Meet and Greet pass! Please, I'm joining the contest and the raffle of astroplus, and even bought my 2nd copy of 'All Things Bright and Beautiful' to join the promo. :) I am so desperate in meeting Adam Young and the whole gang! :) PLEASSSSE! Dear GOD, you're my only north star! :P Let me win this, let me have the m&g pass. :')

So this was the official poster (i think! :P) of the event. Teeeehheeee. I'm so excited. Weeeee~ I'm happy to be part of the Owl City Philippines. I love them. They are truly hoot owls I've met. Hihi. ♥ And thank you so much to the one who introduced Hot Air Balloon to me that made me love Owl City.. :)

That is my excitement about the Owl City Concert. :)

Hmmmm, talking about my life? I'd keep it short nalang. :P I passed my 3rd year 1st sem in college. And I'm still GOOD STANDING (well, it only means that I don't have to pay my tuition fees, I'm smart ah, lol just kidding.) Hehe and I'm now on to our 6th Architectural design. I'm so happy, at least I survive 5 designs. :3

But waaaaayyyyy to gooooo! Until I finally be an Architect. I'm looking forward to it. Having my License, having projects, big projects (i'm a dreamer, please excuse me :P) and having a lot of money! (lol, who wouldn't want?). But on to the real world, I just want to prove to myself that I could be one, and I could do it even though I'm not that good in this field, but I'm learning (so if you want an architect call me. lol) Hohohoo. >:)

My Korean Fandom? Uhmmm. Well, next time I'm quite busy with my OWLING. :P Don't get me wrong korean fandom still runs through my veins. KEkeke. Anneyong! :P

Uhmm, that's it. I still can't sleep but I can't talk much. I'm kinda bored and i'm just sneaking. Hehehe. I still can't post my poems here. I am too lazy eh. When I feel it, I'll try'na do it. :P Just check my old poems (they're really old haha :D) in DeviantArt, I got an account but I don't open it anymore. yeah yea yah. :P Sorry for the random words and expressions, you know, I can't contain it anymoreeeee! :))))

BTW, I really don't know if those people posting in my tagboard are people LOL. I mean, are they not spammers or viruses? LOL. Well, thank you for those people who really do visit my blog. Let me know how you think of my blog. (Be sure to talk in English, or else I'd be speaking alien language and if you're an alien, sorry but i'm from another planet so please use google translate. hoho) We can be friends, I don't bite don't worry. :))

O Ciaooo people. :3

The Party ♥ ♪ ♫ ♠

2011-06-06T22:02:00.021+08:00

Can't Nobody hold us down~ Oh oh oh!

I really don't know how to start this post! yey!. So obviously, I can't get over of 2NE1 and I want MORRREEE!! It's about "The Party" 2NE1 live in Manila!!! I've been waiting long for this moment! And Finally! It happened last June 4, 2011 at the Araneta Coliseum! :)

The Ticket and the Poster. :)

When the first time I heard of 2NE1 coming to the Philippines, I was like, "OHMYGASSSSHH", I really want to see them live and I would die if I missed the chance. and I'm praying everyday that my mom would gave me money to buy the tickets (I can't save money for that short period of time) so while the days are heading to the day when the tickets are out, I've been a very good girl. Hoho. And luckily, my mom rewarded me with 3k to buy the ticket.

We got the tickets for the show last May 7, 2011. My friend and I rushed to the nearest SM Ticketnet outlet to get a good seat. :) And I got the poster when I bought the First Mini Album of 2ne1 in Astroplus. :P I want to have the poster so bad that's why I bought the Album with no hesitation. Hoho.

Blackjacks' Day! ♥♠ :P

June 4, 2011 is one of the most memorable day for all the Pinoy Blackjacks because our dearest girls CL, BOM, DARA, MINZY are having their show in Manila! :)

I started the day at about 5 in the morning. I can't sleep that night because I'm very excited. (I actually slept at 2:30 am) I packed my things, I don't know what to bring that day but I bought the essentials, like digicam , money to buy kpop goodies specially 2ne1 and of course the tickets. I left the house at 9am. Hoho :)) We really want to be there early because of "The Fiesta". :) We were there at about 10:00 and some of the booths weren't still open so we waited there.

The reason why we were so early is because we want to get a shirt from WeLoveDara and OhDara. And going there that early was paid off when we got the shirt. Oho!! We love it so much! Yay! That was the shirt! The design was so cute! :P We were so lucky to have the shirt because it's only limited and it's all for free!!! Big Thanks!! Kamsamhanida! :P

We wore the shirt during the concert! :) (Oh yea, don't mind the light sticks we bought. LOL. that was the only light stick we could afford. I'll save up for the official one!)

This were the other goodies I bought. :) I love them all because they're all 2NE1! Hoho! :P

The Party: The Front Acts!

After 9 hours of waiting it started. We sat on our designated seats and we made friends both right and left sides. Hoho, but fail, we didn't exchanges names. :P and I thought it was a small crowd because tickets are still on sale on the day of the concert but I'm totally wrong. There was a huge crowd waiting for 2ne1 and everyone got their light sticks. :) When the Philippine Anthem was played, I know everyone's anticipated. We were so ready to start "The Party"! So i'll be stating the events as it was stored in my memory. Bianhae, if some details are wrong. Hehe.

First performer was the 'Techy Romantics', i don't really know them though, but

they did start the show pretty good and the 2NE1 fans treated them well. :) After that it was 'Christian Bautista', as usual he melted the hearts of the fans. ♥ Then the crowd gone wild when we heard the opening of Fire whoooa, everyone thought it was Dara that's coming out of the stage but it was 'Giselle Sanchez'. Haha. :)) She dressed as Dara Park and even called herself 'Luneta Park'. She was really bringing laughs to us. :)

After that she introduced 'The Bloomfields.' ( the picture at the right) I also don't know them but at least I know one of their songs. Hehe :) After their performance, Giselle show up giving tickets to those lucky fans in the VIP and VVIP area. After that she then introduced 'Calla Lily'.

Calla Lily was great. :) I could sing along to their songs. I used to love that band. Hoho. You know, what makes Calla Lily so cool? it's when the rockstar Kean turned into Dara's Fanboy wearing shirts with, "I ♥ Dara". So cute. :) He even appreciated the blackjacks

for being nice fans to them as well. There was a point where he asked the crews in araneta to turn off all the lights and even the spotlight focusing their band and let us raised our hands with light sticks. Whoaa, the crowd was so cute with different colors of light sticks. The picture at the left shows the crowd's colorful light sticks. :) After the Calla lily, it was the Philippine All Stars turned to hit the stage with their dancing skills. They're so good! No wonder why they deserve their title. :)

The Party: Main Event!

So ok! after all the front acts. This is it! We stood up together with the crowd as we were chanting, "2-N-E-1! 2-N-E-1!" I was also screaming their names! "CL!, BOM!, DARA! MINZY!" Hoping they'll hear it! And when they appeared on the stage and started 'Fire'. I was jumping, singing to their korean songs, screaming to the top of my lungs and waving my light sticks and dancing to every beat. I don't care if I won't have any voice after the show.

After the 'Fire' was 'Go Away'. It made me jump and groove more! Followed by 'Please Don't Go' because it's CL and Minzy's turn, and I love that song. :P Next is 'Lonely', their recent single which i've been playing since its released. After that was Dara's solo performance of 'In or Out'. She's really cute while singing this. What a lovely voice! :) It was then followed by their Chart topping, 'Can't Nobody'.

They left the stage. And I was chanting 'MORE' but the crowd seems that they knew and expected that 2NE1 will perform 'I don't care'. We all know that too. But I kept on screaming 'more' because it's what artist usually do. They'll leave the stage then wants the fans to scream more! thenn they'll do the encore. hoho.. (i'm just doing my part.) Then after those moment we heard CL asking "Do you guys wants some more?" and "I want to hear your screams!". Whoaa, even CL's voice is so fieerrrrce!! Then they performed 'Clap Your Hands' then 'I Don't Care' for encore! Then they left the stage. But that was the part were the whole Araneta were chanting, "We want more" and it took minutes for fans just to realize the party has just ended.

THAT WAS AN AWESOME NIGHT! I really can't believe that those four fierce, fresh, funky and funny girl group was performing live in front of me. The crowd's full of energy from the beginning of 2NE1's performance up to the end. :)) 2NE1 must have their full concert here in Philipines, and I'll be sure to be in that crowd. I guess everyone in the Araneta is just another fan like me who had experienced the feelings of excitement, happiness and enjoyment while jumping, singing, dancing, grooving, cheering, chanting with our dearest 2-N-E-1! :D

(BTW, you can click the songs i've mentioned above they're linked to my very very short fancams. Hoho. The reason why it's short is because my cam don't have enough memory and that's really fail, i've got no time to delete. But the main reason for the short fancams and little pictures is that I want to enjoy the moment and party hard! XD)

so ciaoooo~ ♥ till the next post!

Lay Out Changed :D

2011-05-15T02:26:00.004+08:00

Oh oh~ I'm just dropping by to say I've found my new layout! Kyaaaa~

My former layout was like this.
Hoho Kinda scary right? This new layout is so girly yet still cute. :)) And I don't know how many years will I be using it. Hoho. Anyway, a BIG thanks to its designer. I like it. :D

And uhmm. That's it for the moment. I should be sleeping right now. LOL cause if I get caught, it's just I'm dead. LOL. My mom would seriously scold me for staying this late. :P

Ciaao~

Let Felicity Fly then Take Me to the Alligator Sky.

2011-05-13T00:11:00.000+08:00

Howdy~ It's a very long time since I write in this blog. I don't know why but I randomly thought of visiting this blog and updating it. :) So my last post was about my father.

Oh yeah, I miss him so much. :( I miss all the things he usually did. And all the stuffs he cooks. :) Yeah, it's stuffs because he cooks a lot of things and sometimes invented his very own dishes that I don't know how to call them. ;] I'm a fan of his dishes. Yeah, I'm truly a fan of my ever loving father. Whoaa, that makes me miss my Papa so much. :'(

Ohkay. I don't wanna cry so I'll switch the topic. Kyaa~

Hmm. about the new things in my life? Whooa, there's nothing new in me. Except for this braces that's punishing me while eating. :)) Even this blog lay-out I have for about 4 years? LOL antagal na pala :)). (Oh, and i'm thinking of having a new layout for this blog but I'm lazy to look for another lay out. I just want something refreshing in the eyes unlike this recent layout. wee~ scary. Ommo, much said about the lay out, bianhae. :P)

So I still love OWL CITY. ♥

Yeah~ Let felicity fly~ A line from leaked 'Galaxies' song, (Well, but it's out now) and I am waiting for All Things Bright and Beautiful album. I love how Adam writes the lyrics though sometimes, I also don't understand his song but after playing it all over again, I end up with some meaning. Well, I guess that's what Adam wants to share with us, the kind of music where you could even create your own story, unlike the typical music where there is an obvious story and you're dumb if you don't know. Hoho.

And also I'm looking forwaaaaaardd toooooo in watching Owl City again live in Manila :) #ManilaTwilight. :) I'm still a big fan of OC thanks to someone who introduce OC to me. :) Xie, Xie. (am I right? is that how Singaporeans say thank you? Diba chinese din naman sila? :P LOL whatever! he understands english though. :P)

But I'll confess something.

I'm inlove! :)) LOL JOKE! I'm having this Hallyu stars in the line. :P Hoho. Oh well, I've been a fan of those Korean Stars before I knew Owl City. Oh aigooo! I just can't resist them. I thought I have forgotten all those Korean and Japanese Idols when I got so addicted in Adam Young's creations. But definitely, korean wave is still running through my veins. :P

Right now, I am a Blackjack.

But wait, shall I consider myself one? LOL. It's just that 2ne1's fan in me was awaken. :P Actually, they're the only girl group I fandom. :"> In this group I can't really tell who is my bias. It's like, "Whoaa, CL's really cool with her fashion." Then I'll see Bom, "Ohh, Bommie's unique and strong voice." , then it's Dara. "Kyaa~ Dara's cute face and lovely voice." then when It's Minzy, "Omoo!, Minzy's really a good dancer." :)) LOL. Am I like an obsessed fangirl? :)) Don't get me wrong but yes, I think I like them a lot! :)

They'll be having their showcase here in the Philippines on June 4! Uh, uhhmm I am not promoting but if you see it that way. Oh yeah, I am. HOHO :) How, I wish it's an official concert like SS3 and SS4 held here. (I'm not a fan of SuJu pero I like Kyu and Heechul) And I bought tickets for "The Party"! Sa upper A section 304 row B seats 2&3 kami ni Ellaine (my friend who's always there to update me about YG talents specially 2ne1. hoho :P) Yung seat 1 we really don't know him/her but we like to be friends with that someone :P Kaya if anybody knows who that is, wala lang! Tell us. :)

Saranghaeyo OPPAs~

Hoho. I love JANG KEUN SUK! Oppa ♥ Haha! Ang panget ng switching ko ng topic. :P I can't think of anything to change it ee. The first oppa that came into my mind is JKS! :) Yesss! Keun Suk he is. One of the main reasons I'm crazy everytime I see Koreans walking in streets of Manila. :)) LOL. Ewan, pero I get that feeling. Haha. Ang hirap i-explain ee. :P Basta nikikilig ako. :)) I'm dying to see him Live. His Cri Show! I wish he'd have one dito sa Pinas. :( I've been writing in his official site sa Fan Letters! Haha. Crazy me! :P I wonder if he sees those thousand of fan letters. Still, one day I know I'll meet him! Hwaittiiinnng!! :P

Another oppa is Hyun Bin. :) The 'Cyrus' Guy from Kim Sam Soon and 'Kim Joo Won' from Secret Garden! :) Hoho. Who wouldn't know him if you're so into watching Korean Dramas. :P He's actually my first korean love. :P 6 years of being a fan of him though I'm not that into digging every hour of his life. :P He's one of the great actors I love. :) Though he always portray the role of being the egocentric guy. I also love his voice.

kim su-han-mu guh-bu-ki-wa du-ru-mi sam-chun-kab-ja-dong-bang-sak chi-chi-ka-po sa-li-sa-li saen-ta wuh-li-wuh-li sae-bu-li-kang mu-du-sael-la gu-ruum-ee huh-li-kae-een dam-byuh-lak suh-sang-won go-yang-ee ba-duk-ee-nun dol-dol-ee

LOL. those lines from Secret Garden. :)

Stories to spoil. :P

I won't be a spoiler don't worry! Eh, but I'm sure most of the people already watched. so there are good Korean Dramas I have watched.

Secret Garden. Switching bodies would make you fall in love. LOL
My Girlfriend is a Gumiho. A Human loving a Gumiho is just so weird yet so sweet. :)
Mary Stayed Out All Night. A false marriage contract can lead you to your precious man.
Temptation of Wife. Vengeance is never ideal for you will only end up hurting yourself. :|
You're Beautiful. Hiding someone's identity could be the start of revealing those feelings. :)

That are some of the Kdramas I watched. I want to watch almost all of them but I'm lazing loading it in the net. So I'm buying the pirated one. LOLOL. :)) I just don't have the time to buy dvds for now. :P

Reality is a lovely place but I wouldn't want to live there~ AY

Back to my life. LOL. Anyway who cares? :)) Hoho. Next school year, which will start this june 2011. I am officially a 3rd year architecture student. Whooaaa, so there will be a lot. LIKE A LOT of plates and things to do. It means A LOT of PRESSURE too! Ohmy~ But I've chosen this path that's why I'm trying hard to play it really well. I mean man, I want to graduate and have those license! OMOMOMOMO! :)) I know I can do it! Yes Bro! Dear GOD! Help me please. :)

*oh yeah, credits to where I got those photos. Hoho. I put some photos so it wouldn't be tiring to read this blog. Well, at least with the help of those pictures your eyes can rest. :) Ayiee. As if someone's gonna read this. :P Lolol. Oh did I mentioned I have a twitter account? Follow me and let's tweet but most of the time I'll HOOT! :P

ok, ciaooo I don't want to make this any longer.~ See you next time when I got the urge to write and blog.

My Dearest Father.

2010-10-19T22:32:00.008+08:00

[status: Missing my papa so much :'(]
[listening to: Dance With My Father]

It's a sad month for me. The only man in my life that is irreplaceable, my dad, was already in heaven.

He was called by our Dear Lord last Oct. 8 at about 5 in the morning. I was the one holding him in his last breathe. I could not do anything more, just to hold his hand and cry silently while he was struggling to live and survive. I haven't talked to him coz when I arrived at the hospital, the doctors was already putting a respirator and a tube in his mouth so he can't speak. The last time I talked to him was a week before his death. And now, I am really regretting the time, the time I should have visited him at the hospital for the last whole week of his life.

I guess he was just so kind that God wants him in heaven. He was 49, they say he was young, I say I was young, young to have lost such a wonderful father, young to have delivered a eulogy for a father., I only shared 17 years of my life with him. How I wish it was longer. How I wish to sing with my father again.

My father was the greatest dad of all. Of course, any child would consider his/her own dad as the greatest. He was a father, a mother, a security guard, a plumber, an electrician, a carpenter, a chef, a driver, a guardian, even a maid but I am proud to say that he was a Servant. He was one of the Lord's servant. I am happy to be her daughter. I am so proud of him and I love him so much.

A friend posted this on my facebook wall.

THE BROKEN CHAIN

"We little knew the day that
God was going to call your name,

In life we loved you dearly,
in death we do the same

It broke our hearts to lose you,
but in God we put our trust,

In times as difficult as this,
faith is such a must.

You left us peaceful memories,
your love is still our guide,

And though we cannot see you,
you are always at our side.

Our family chain is broken,
and nothing seems the same,

But as God calls us one by one,
the chain will link again.

--Ron Tranmer

It's a nice poem. It made me feel better. It's true.

It's really hard to move on if the man You've lost can't be replace by anyone.

I LOVE YOU PAPA AND YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN OUR HEARTS. :)

Uhmm. It's like. heart.

2010-09-09T00:11:00.004+08:00

[status: Unexplainably HAPPY]
[listening to: Smile - Uncle Kracker]

Yayay! Hoots! I'm back. and it's past 12:40 am but I still don't want to sleep so i decided to update this blog. Anyway, no one's reading this so I can freely express myself. :)

I want Owl City back. I want to see him perform live again and hopefully with his side project Sky Sailing. Adam Young is such a genius. :] Another artist I adore is Christofer Drew Ingle. I like his songs. I want to record their songs. :P Hhahaha. I wanna do the covers. :P

Anyway, nothing much in my life these days. It's just like. Uhmm. They say I'm in love? Waahh, noooo. Really noooo. i'm just.. happy? I don't think so. Because of someone. Ok. I admit it's someone. :P But I can't tell if it's really because of that someone. HAHAHA. Confusing right? I know what I'm typing. yeah, you read it right. I don't really know. Ehhh. that's why I hate boys who are so kind and gentle. Anyway, enough of that. I don't want to think about it as much as I'm thinking about it right now. LOL. It's really weird. I swear. I can't explain. hoho.

ciao. I need to go. i might mention more of him if I continue this senseless blog entry. :))

this is what I can only say. "I don't know how but he makes me smile, whether he knows it or not."

It's a Long Journey.

2010-06-30T23:48:00.006+08:00

[status: Here I go, Somewhere I don't know.]
[Listening to: Niji by Nino of Arashi]

Howdy. :D It's been so long. Really, it's been so long the last time i've updated this blog. Maybe because no one really reads this. And there are many sites where people can now express themselves. I'm really a laid back dude. LATE. It is. Yeah, I know blogging or blogger is not the trend now. HOHO. Well, if you happen to pass by this blog and took some time reading this. THANK YOU. It is much APPRECIATED by the retarded owner of this blog. :))

Anyway, nothing new in my Life. :] It's just, uhmm.. I grew taller? Nah, not that but I wish I had grown taller. LOL.. Hmm. Now, as I typed this non sense blog update, I am currently a 2nd year Architecture Student. Yes, I'm on my 2nd year but still, sometimes I feel confused if I'm really into this path. OK. OK. and I'm trying my best to stay in the path I've chosen. :)

I'm now, into ADAM YOUNG and all his works. As what the last post said, I went to Owl City Con in Manila. I can tell, I'm a hoot owl. I'm planning to collect OC's album and maybe Adam's music. :) Adam's creations moved me and my senses to new genre of listening and I'm loving it. I was a Kpop fan(but not that much) and a JPop fan back then and i think still now. Though some people say we don't understand what it says. Who Cares?!. :)) BUT KPOP is what most of the people are singing right now. They're everywhere. whoaa. KPOP vs. JPOP. It's up to you to choose what fits your ears. Mine is Adam Young. Kpop would make you dance to its beat but Adam Young's catchy lyrics and melodies would make your head float. LOL. Ok. It is not right comparing Adam Young to KPop. Hoho.

Enough. Enough. I'm talking nonsense. :)) I made my Twitter Account. Follow me if you want. :) --> @yasisay

Niji ga kirei da yo. Iya, omae no hou ga. ~ Listen to this Japanese song i'm currently listening. :) It's Niji. It was really nice. :) Here --> Niji

That's it. :) Have a nice day. :)

Owl City Live in Manila :)

2010-03-19T07:59:00.008+08:00

[status: hahahappy :)]
[listening to: Port Blue]

Owl City live in Manila

kyaaa~ ok ok, i'll post about Owl City's Concert here in Philippines. I know it's late because of the school stuffs i have to do. :) So Adam Young is simply amazing during the con.
The concert was last March 14 at the Trinoma Mindanao Open Parking. It started at 8:00 pm to 10:00pm. Front Act was Krissy and Ericka.[i actually didn't like them. hoho.. bad me >:)]

Owl City entered the stage at about 8:30 pm with an opening of Umbrella beach then The Bird and the Worm, The Tip of the Iceberg, On The Wing, Air Traffic, Fireflies (in this song he said " I Love You Manila"), Meteor Shower, The Technicolor Phase, The Saltwater Room, Dental Care, Hot Air Balloon, Cave In. Vanilla Twilight was supposed to be the last song but the crowd gone wild and shouted "1 more song" so Owl City went back to the stage and play the Hello Seattle encore. The concert ended at about 10 pm.

The concert was nice and Adam Young looked so adorable with his long hair and mustache. Adam Young's voice melted the heart of the crowd and his awkward movements when singing is so cute. The only thing i didn't like about the concert was the VIP section was quite far from the stage and there's still a long gap between VVIP and VIP section. I want more! Next time i'll get the VVIP section so i'll be in front of Adam. :)
Adam with his Hair and Mustache

And i remember Adam talking so random about him calling his MOm. That's cute. I also remember how the crowd shouts 1 more song :)whoaa, and he even said Manila sounds great after the crowd sang the fireflies with him. How i wish he'll be back again :)

Videos and other photos were posted at my FB account >> --->click here :)

ciao <3 till next time !!

happy new year!

2010-01-01T01:55:00.004+08:00

[status: just fine :D]
[listening to: firecrackers. :p]

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! Goodbye 2009 and Hello 2010! I Just hope this 2010 will be a good year for me. :D Hmm. New Year's resolution?. i don't have any of this. Anyway, i'm sure i won't be able to do those things. hehe.

Btw, i got a chance to see Arashi again performing on stage. It's been so long the last time i saw them perform. I haven't watched any recent videos of them. Nyaah thanks to NHK for having their countdown. :D In Korea, Jandi and Junpyo of BoF both got an award in their 2009 drama awards. it was also their countdown to 2010. :D

so,.. I'm just dropping by to say Happy New Year to all!

Kyaa. I want the Ocean Eyes Deluxe Album of Owl City though i have the album. and march 14. kyaa~~ i just hope i could make it. plsssssss~~~~~~ if you're an owl fan you would know that date. :P hehe Fandom photos for Owl City in my facebook. CLICK! :D

ciao minna-san! :D

happy. :D

2009-12-12T23:55:00.005+08:00

[status: as in HAPPY :D]
[listening to: Ocean Eyes]

kyaa!.. i'm very happy this day. Today's [or rather yesterday because it's past 12] the christmas party of our College. Hello Arkistas.! :D I got my presents. and they're not just simple presents. They're the gifts I really wanted. :D

First was, I got Owl City's Ocean Eyes. I really love Adam Young. I so heart him and I really wish he would also say hello to Philippines. D@mn, his 1st album (Maybe I'm Dreaming) is not in ph market. I can't find it anywhere, if i did find the album, i would surely buy. I'm really hooked with his voice and his songs. I'm not tired of listening to it all over again. I even thought of playing his songs when i die. LOL.. :P

2nd gift I received was Super Junior's Sorry, Sorry. From electronica to KPop. Actually, i am not that avid fan of SuJu. I haven't even memorized their names. I just want to have a copy of the album because of the photos there. if there were jpop albums i want, i would surely buy. Anyway, i am still glad i got Suju's 3rd album.

hmmm. there aren't any new things about me except these albums i got.
oh, anyway i had a weird, sad, funny dream. it's really indescribable. I will post it in my DeviantArt. just check if you want. :P but if not then don't. hehe. :D my accounts are not that active anymore. I am busy with college requirements. GAaawwwd. I won't have christmas break, i'll be spending it with those major plates.

anyway i'll go now. i still need to upload pictures.

ciaoo.. :P

i'll be out of my mind.. XD

2009-10-27T16:20:00.006+08:00

[status: just fine :D]
[listening to: Hot Air Balloon - Owl City]

howdy!!! hisashiburi ne?! it's quite long since the last time i opened and updated this blog. i almost forgot i have this blog. anyway, who would read this blog? nyaa.. haha. :P

ohh. by the way! it's second semester! haha. Luckily, i passed the first sem! im on to nine architectural designs! haha. hope i'll be able to pass all the subjects for the second sem and with a crossed fingers i'll be a graduate of BS Architecture. :P

hmm. last friday [october 23, 2009], it was the 46th? haha. if i'm not mistaken, foundation day of manila science high school. My dear alma mater! i saw my friends. I was really happy that time. :D hehe. [basta ayun na yun. XP]

so i got a new addiction. it's not new japanese actor or korean boy group but it's Owl city. haha. Im currently addicted to its Hot Air Balloon and fireflies and im downloading almost all of Owl city's song. I like his songs. makes me feel good. :p
sings* So let's spend the afternoon in the cold hot air balloon~~~~

ok ok. nothing to add more. next time i'll be back if there's something to post. but i guess there's nothing i need to post since my life is not intriguing at all. XD

+random fandom @ Livejournal
+randon deviantions @ deviantArt
+random: i now have a facebook. just add me :D

so ciao>>>>>>>> :P

in the midst of nowhere.

2009-08-23T21:04:00.003+08:00

[status: just fine. sakto lng. lol xD]
[listening to: i don't care -2NE1]

whoaa. im here again!.. still trying to update this blog for no good reason.. lol
i'm still trying to adjust my college life.. lol. still in the midst of nowhere. haha

urrgg.. there were so many things that happened these past few weeks.. i'll just highlight some. if it was really a highlight.

uhmm. so we had our intrams(the opening of the intrams), as usual, the other colleges did not had their classes in their major subjects. but us. we had.. urrgg..

uhmm. so we had our ROTC acquaintance party.. i wore a black dress. just because the party's theme was black and white. i went there for 2 reasons. 1st was because of my
friends and blockmates. 2nd was because of someone.. lol our company's cocc . but i haven't seen him.. he didn't attend the party.. [i can barely talk about him here].. but i dont care eh eh eh eh. lol (insert dara here. lol XD)

uhhm. so we had our reunion. LINNAEUS people.. i so miss them.. :D thanks for the time. laughtrip and foodtrips.. :D

so i got to go.. till next time.. :D

fandom @ livejournal
arts & poems @ deviantArt

ciao!!..

ROTC..

2009-08-03T20:35:00.006+08:00

[status: in a random mood]
[listening to: I don't Care - 2NE1 ; You Belong With Me - Taylor Swift]

heheeellloooo?!?.

yayayay! i'm starting to like my college life though it's a bit tiring..
hhmm.. i'm loving my college friends, [Krisha, Mardee, Greta, Reah, Jhez] hanging out with them but if course I miss my high school friends.. Linnaeus and Roentgen.. haaay.
uhhmm.. right now, i'm starting to love ROTC hehe. maybe, most of the freshies in PLM hates this ROTC but i'm luving it. haha.. why?.. uhmm.. some childish things. harhar.[08.01.09]

that's it for now.. random fandom @ livejournal.. random poem post @ deviantart

アニバン　サンかわいい　です　weee..　恋?　nope. XD

NABS~ lalala XD

BS Architecture. Lala.

2009-07-24T23:41:00.008+08:00

[status: tired. sleepy.]
[listening to: Barangay LS 97.1]

howdy ho! i'm back here blogging my life though it is not that worth blogging. lol
hehe. just want to post about my life in college and our activities these past few days and today. . .

haay.. we had our General Assembly and acquaintance party today and i got home at around 10:30 pm. it was fun though it's very tiring. we had our photo session. yaY! it's like a class pic or group pic.

We also went to MAnila Zoo just before the Gen Assembly. it was the very first hang out of our block. i think we're 30 that went there almost 3/4 of the whole block. [btw, we're 55 students in our block.] we also had our photo session there.. hehe..

aawww. now, i can really feel that im into this course, BS Architecture. I can feel the pressure of doing my plates until 3 am and waking up at 5 am. anyway, i must finish this to the end, it's because it's the course i've chosen. whoaah.. hope i really can..

i just want to update this blog. fandom blog @ livejournal.

ciao.　御休みなさい！　じゃね！ :D

college life..

2009-07-02T18:35:00.005+08:00

[status: bored, out of this world]
[listening to: 2NE1 - Fire]

hellooo.. i answered a bulletin from fs that i got from sherly. :D
eto na yung summary ng buhay ko ngayung college..

This is all about ur recent course in college.. ONLY COLLEGE STUDENTS ARE REQUIRED TO ANSWER THIS..
1.anung course mo??
>> BS ARCHITECTURE
.
2.Saan ka nagaaral??
>> Pamantasan ng Lungsod ng Maynila.
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3.napilitan ka lng bng kunin yang course na yan??
>> hinde, pero ndi ko rin alam kung bakit ako narito.
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4.cnu nagpapaaral sau??
>> Non-paying. pero kay mama ung baon. XD
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5.nageenjoy ka ba sa college lyf moh??
>> sana mag-enjoy ako.. ayuko ng ibang prof eh.
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6.e sa college barkada?
>> di pa masyado..nagkakahiyaan pa yata eh. pero ayus lng :D
.
7.first college frends?
>> si Krisha then, cla rea at jes, tapos c Mardee at greta.. then getting to know pa.
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8.first college boyfriend/girlfriend?
>> wla eh,.
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9.anu ung top 3 choices mo na course??
>> Archi, mass com at pt yata.
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10.have u ever felt out of place sa skul moh?
>> hindi naman. choosy lng talga ako.. haha joke.
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11.irreg ka ba o regular?
>> regular.
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12.may crush ka sa skul moh?
>> maghahanap pLang. pero ung vice pres ng ssc. C kuya kenneth ung acctg student. haha
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13.favorite subject?
>> Arch Drafting nlng, XD
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14.sang subject ka natutulog??
>> ndi ko pa natry eh. pero kung pde sa Math eh. why not!
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15.pinakahate mong subject?
>> see above answer. haha
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16.kilala ba skul mo??
>> Yata.
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17.ever thought of taking up nursing??
>> Nasa choice ko ba? NDE NO!
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19.bkt?
>>kc kung sasabhin kong gusto kong makatulong sa bayan magmemetro aide nlng ako at kung sasabihin ko nmn na gusto kong mangibang bansa mag caregiver nlng ako.
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20.do u miss ur hayskul life?
>> syempre nmn lalo na c ano.. haha sila mga FRIENDS.
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21.anung balak mong unang gawin pagkagraduate moh??
>> nais kong magliwaliw.
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22.xan ka nman magttrabaho??
>> baka doon sa pinapasukan ng pinsan kong archi.. or sa jap since marami clang buildings don. magdesign nlng din ako dun. malapit pa ako ke TOMA.
.
23.do u have plans of going abroad??
>> syempre. mentioned above.
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24.10 yirs from now anu ka na??
>> Respected Architect ng henerayon!at housewife ni TOMA. haha
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25.do u love college lyf??
>> wala pa sa point na love eh. wla pa nga sa like eh.
.
26.anung gusto mong gift ang mtnggap moh sa graduation moh??
>> plane ticket sa tokyo..ticket sa SC. dinner with TOMA. haha
.
27.me bf/gf ka ba??
>> counted ba si TOMA?. if not, wla.
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28.recent school problem?
>> wala naman. sana wala talga.
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29. crush mong kaklase?
>> wala pa e.
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30. pinakakaclose mong college friends?
>> dating friends and other blockmate friends
.
31. anong oras ka natutulog?
>> kpag cnipag na.

that's it! current addiction see my livejournal acct if it's updated. i have a new poem it's in my deviantart account. hope to see you there. click. ai kutsuu :D

ciao.. i wont talk more..

so long..

2009-06-17T22:29:00.003+08:00

[status: crazy]
[listening to: You're so gay - Katy Perry]

it's been so long..since the last time i've updated this blog..
i got the chance to update this. but sooner or later i think (well, it's just a thought) that i would be very busy with school stuffs.

uhmm.. it's school time.. vacation's over and new world i need to adjust to. Now, i am a freshman college student of PLM college of architecture and urban planning. Actually, i don't really like the feeling of a freshman student. for me, it feels like your lost, looking for a place where you can rest. The feeling of adjusting to a world that is really different from your world. But the thing is, I SHOULD/MUST adjust in this world, whether I like it or not.. ahahaha..

uhmm.. My life being a FAngirl nowadays is so low. (see my livejournal).ahehe..

that's it for this post.. awwtss.. I dont have new poems since my mind isn't working. Next time if it worked.

am i ready?!?

2009-05-13T21:46:00.005+08:00

[status: crazy]
[listening to: KAT-TUN - Rescue]

waaahh.. April's over.. and soon.. June will be here..
waahh.. i am not ready to be a college student!. i just wish it would be fine.
waahh.. i am nervous because of my course.. well, my course is architecture.. i really didn't think that it will be my course i thought it would be my second choice which is mass com.. because i really don't know how to draw.. haha..

OH, PLEASE LORD HELP ME!

aww..and when i got my course and my class schedules.. i was really shocked! i have 3 drawing labs architectural design [3 hours], architectural drafting [3 hours] and monochromatic drawing [6 hours straight]. Tuesday is my free day [well, i guess it wouldn't be a free day and i might say goodbye to fandom! sayonara!] waahh.. i really need GOD's grace!

by the way, i am enrolled at the Pamantasan ng Lungsod ng Maynila. PLM as it is often heard. uhmm.. this is not my dream school though, but it's fine because it's where most of my friends enrolled at... uhmm. ok na rin!

and i GOT my YEARBOOK!..

haaayyy...
ciao...♥

the trip ended that dream. XD

2009-04-15T21:40:00.004+08:00

[status: just fine. :) hehe]
[listening to: Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Face Down]

heLLo!!.
whhooo.. summer, summer. it's reallly hot..
i just got back from our outing yesterday with my classmates in Beachwood sa Quezon..

so.. ayun.. 13 kami. . si cheska, august, rose anne, mervin, jhustine, allanna, cris, ron, ako, tasha, adrian, adelyne and boyfriend.
hindi kami kagad tumalon sa pool unlike the first time we went there. na conscious kami sa magiging kulay nmin if tumalon kmi kagad na tirik na tirik ang araw.. so cguro mga 3:30 pm na kmi nligo.. andami kasing seremonyas eh.
after our merienda break. nag beach nman kami kc dun lng nag low tide.. super high tide kc nung dumating kami. then.. naglakad lakad kmi sa dagat. at nag stop over kami sa isang part ng dagat na buhangin prin pero dapt ung part na un eh may tubig na. galing noh?.. so.. may nakita kaming creature na kulay violet something na super naging curious kaming lahat kung ano man yon.. kaya ayun pra kaming mga bata na naghukay at pilit na hinahabOL ung creature na un na pilit namang nagpapailalim..naputol na nga yung part nya na hinuhugot nmin eh.. kawawang creature,.. after nun.. kanya-kanya ng business sa dagat.. may tumayo sa dgat at nag pakasenti. may nahiga sa dagat hanggang sa magdilim. at naglaro ng sand.. ako dun ako sa pag build ng castle.. memorable un eh.. haha :] xp..
after nun eating session na naman dinner... after ng dinner sa pool kami then.. mga past 11 pm na midnight snack.. barbecue sa beach with bonfire.. habang nasa gitna namin ang bonfire.. this is the moment.. open forum.. ndi nmn maxado maissue ang buhay ko. pero may nalaman cla. ayun.. basta.. haha.. tapos nun naligo then sleep na.
because we're very tired that night.. ayun.. we're late for the breakfast almost 2 hours late din un ah.. ehehe.. tapos nun swimming ulet.vanity. tapos lunch. ligo. vanity with pahinga. merienda.pahabol vanity ulet. tapOs all aboard na! 6 na yata kami nakaalis ng beachwood..
11:30 pm na ako nakauwi sa bhay.. :]

masaya ang outing... memorable sya para sa aken. nasabi ko si ____ eh.. haha.
hay.. *paggawa ng castle, *pagslide, may lifeguard na nagsasalo eh. *pag akyat at pagbaba sa balsa. *bonfire. OK na yun.. :]

haha.. ok random ulet ako ah..

*The trip ended that stupid dream, but it was a nice dream. A dream to be remembered.
Uhmm. He was really a DREAM, and i woke up smiling and i knew everything was clear. That dream has its own business. Somehow, I used to love that stupid dream. :]*

yayayay! oyasumi nasai!.
minna! ciao!♥

lalala~

2009-04-03T20:16:00.008+08:00

[status: nyanyanyanyanyay!]
[listening to: Only One - Yellowcard]

lalala~

i'm back.. after those special events..
let's start..

March 31, 2009
this day marks the end of my high school life.. yay! sa wakas after those 4 years of sleepless nights, crams, and tons of homeworks[na hindi ko naman tLga ginawa]..
alumnus na ako! akalain mo yun.. hehe.. anyway. I'm happy kc nakagraduate na ako. pero sad kasi hiwahiwalay na ng mga high school friends ko.

I'm happy being with them.. being a mascian.. Malaki rin ang utang na loob ko sa masci. hehe.. basta masaya ako sa masci sa lahat ng experience ko.. so ayun..
basta happy!.. BATCH 2009!..

April 1, 2009
special event ba toh?.. nyay!.. hinde.. hehe.. ano ba ginawa ko ng araw na ito?..aii.. ayun.. suposedly, dpat nasa bahay ako ni cris ng mga araw na ito.. pero wla ako kc.. this day i bought the gown i wore in the grad ball.. galing noh?.. grabeh.. see.. how i am really prepared for this grad ball.. day before ko binili ung gagamitin kong damit.. haha.. [sarcastic bah] bohaha.. ayun.. wla nmang event sa araw na ito.. except for this is the foolish day!.. haha.. April Fool's Day..

April 2, 2009
this day was our Grad ball at the Manila Hotel.. Hmm?.. grad ball was fun. it was fun because of my classmates, friends..But i didn't step on the dance floor.. yup!.. i didn't step.. Ewan ko ba.. ayaw yata maglakad ng paa ko sa dance floor.. honestly, ndi ko masyado inenjoy ang Grad ball.. pero masaya nman ako eh... hindi ko lang tLga sya inenjoy.

Pictures..pictures.. and pictures.. that's it.. pictures are all i've got.. bohaha..uhhmm..may moment that night na.. sabi nila cris, goldie at adelyne na.. i must have been "hurt" DAW.. kung ano man yon. SECRET nlang.. pero comment ko dun.. ndi nmn dapat eh.. wla lng yun.. haha.. okei lng yun.. jusmiyo. marimar. pulgos0. corazon. seryo. haha.
ayun.. hehe..

uhmm.. random lng toh ah.. wag seryosohin...

It must have been better if it was all just a dream.. just a dream.. But nope. Why would I stuck myself into this dream?.. If I could dream MORE than that!.. Come On! Dream ON!

~~~~~~~~
nyay.. nwawaLA na ako sa fandom.. huhu.. :(

oyasumi nasai..
ciao♥

2009-03-27T21:05:00.004+08:00

[status: happy, sleepy, tired]
[listening to: Cruisin - Gwyneth Paltrow and his ka-duet. wohaha.]

whoaa.. It's our recollection day today and also our baccalaureate mass.
i'm kinda tired but i wanted to post this event. :D yayayay!
ouchie.. my eyes hurts. because i cried.. whooa. i thought i wouldn't cry about this things.. but i did.. i really did.

sooo.. about the recollection..
our bRo! [the facilitator, he's not yet a priest] is really so funny... you would even ask yourself, "magpapari ba talaga ito?". He's cool and very friendly.. i just wish all the priest would be like him. hehe.
another thing.. i'm touched by my parents letter to me and my classmates messages to me..
thank you Classmates!.. I also like the sharing part and especially the part where we exchange candles with our classmates..i hugged them and shakehands with them. yayayay!!.. hehe.. basta.. it was really memorable♥.. XD

uhhmm.. the baccalaureate mass..
it was our grad mass,.. but it's really like a mass..
after that mass.. we all thought that it's over but there's this "little program?" where some selected students share there experiences in masci.. and also 2 of our beloved teachers shared their experiences with our batch.. ayaayayay! sir bau! thank you for mentioning me in your speech.. but I am Isavelle not Isabella. though it's like that i appreciate it. hehe.. after those speeches, the advisers of every section sang.. i think if i'm not mistaken the tittle is "when you wish upon the star?".. hehe.. XD

so that was my very touching and unforgettable day.. if i were to write again my "buhay masci", i would write this part.. :D

ciao♥

survey?!..

2009-03-23T20:55:00.007+08:00

[status: random. sleepy.]
[listening to: A Little bit - MYMP]

whooa.. i just got this survey from my friend in FS..
and so boredom strikes.. that's y i ended up answering this.
but i want to post it here not in the FS Bulletin.

the man i want is HIM. XD

1.Dapat ba gwapo?
--> uhmm. of course. pero basta mabait in a million ways. okei?
.
2. Matalino?
--> okie lng not nerd basta educated sya.
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3. Preferred Age?
--> same. 1-3 years older? pde na.
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4. Preferred height?
--> mas matangkad. pde na pero wag super.
.
5. How about sense of humor?
--> yay! sure. ung nakakakulitan ko. yihee..
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6. How about piercings?
--> eewww.. ayuko.
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7. Accepts you for who you are?
--> uo naman. yun nga important ee.
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8. Pink hair?
--> other colors would do basta it suits his personality.
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9. Mushy or no?
--> a bit. kinda. pede na.
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10. Thin or fat?
--> basta ndi super thin. gusto ko may mapipisil ako. XD
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11. Moreno or chinito or mestizo?
--> ewn. basta kahit ano wag lng sunog. hehe.
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12. Long hair or short hair?
--> uhmm. short nLng.
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13. Plastic or metal?
--> can it be a wood? LOL.
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14. Smells good?
--> syempre.
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15. Smoker?
--> idontlike. :|
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16. Drinker?
--> nope. pero cge ok lng but not much.
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17. Boy-next-door type?
--> ayuko. prang mahangin kc pag ganun eh. :p
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18. Musically inclined?
--> Of course. yep.. mahiLig kumanta eh. haha.
.
19. Plays piano?
--> c ano? ndi ata. feeler lng. bohaha..
.
20.Eh sa ngayun, meron na ba?
-->aii..waLa. Ewan ko. bohaha.. landee?!?

yayayay!..

no questions will be entertained.. bohaha..

ciao ♥

reunions.

2009-03-21T22:12:00.005+08:00

[status: in the midst of nowhere]
[listening to: tv commercials?!?]

waahh.. i don't know where to start but i'd rather start.. hehe
uhmm i'm here to post about what happened in the 2 reunions i've attented... hehe..

first is the Linnaeus reunion..
Friday, March 20, 2009

after the clearance for T.H.E. (well almost all of us wants to finish this so d@mn clearance. this is actually the cause of delay. bohaha.) so, we went straight to bien's house.. [nauna pa kami doon. wow. it's as if samin ung bahay. ok lng nmn kay tita beth un eh. hehe.. Thanks Tita Beth!] uhmm.. i had fun or i should say "WE" had fun.. syempre.. chika trip to the max na naman kami from love teams to school mates to arrghh teachers.. hehe]. laughtrip with all those corny jokes... food trip [nako buri!..you know what you did!] pati singing trip. merOn kami non. oha.. imagine us singing in the jeep. hehe..
waahh.. i miss them all. hehe..

once again i'll tell you. I Love this section.

next is the Rutherford's reunion.
it's today. March 21,2009

uhmm. konti lang kami. 13 mammals to be exact..
wla pa sa kalahati ng klase namin.. hehe..
maybe kami lng cguro ung hindi busy.. hehe.,. so. ayun ok nmn khit konti lng.
i also had fun.. i miss the A.I.D.S.. i miss my co-members.. hehe..
Thank you cho for the 6 free iced candies i got.. hehe.. ansarap ng cookies and cream. :D
hhmmmm.. so we stayed sa roof deck ng astral.. as usual. no where to go na eh.hehe
ayun masaya naman.. chika chika din.. pero sa buhay buhay lng ng ruthies.
medyo maaga lang kaming umalis ni Camae. pero ayun.. it was fun. :D

so change topic lng.. hehe..
wla lng.. sadyang nalilito lng ako.. it's not a big deal cguro.. pero i'm really so exhausted thinking about that thing.. [hay cris.. nawiwindang ako sayu.. alam mo ang dahilan. .] btw.. i'll leave it in this question nalng.."hhmm..ano ba ung nasabi ko?"..

minna! ciao ♥

thank you :D

2009-03-06T02:50:00.002+08:00

[status: happy. XD sleepy]
[listening to: Love Story - Taylor Swift]

so it's 2:48 in my pc clock.. and i'm still awake.. hehe. I've slept too long, that i woke up it's already march 6 12:07 am.. actually i'm planning to wake up at 10:12 pm and i even set my phone alarm because it is the exact time i started my life outside my mother's womb. lol.. but unluckily my phone didn't wake me up. ughh..

my day was fun! i'm happy. :D i think this already explains my day!

uhmm.. so THANK YOU TO ALL WHO REMEMBERED MY DAY! LOVE YOU ALL..

*random fandom updated..

ciao♥

prom.dom.dom.dom

2009-02-23T15:57:00.000+08:00

[status:thinking of so many things]
[listening to: Love Story - Taylor Swift]

uhmm.. so.. it's been a long time since i've posted here.
i'm a little busy [nag-bibusy-busyhan lang] or rather i'm a little lazy to post here and update. anyway there's nothing unusual i should post.

uhmm. i'm just here to post about what happened in the prom last friday, feb. 20.
it's kinda late na to post this event but then cge na nga i'll still post this "prom night thingy" just to update this bLog.

in the prom.. amp!.. there's so many "echos" things that happened.. echos = nonsense things that happened.. haha.. ansama ko. it's just that umm.. i hate to say this pero.. mas gusto ko ung prom namin last year. kc cguro it's my first time pero hindi rin eh. kc mas nag enjoy daw ang 4th years last year kesa sa sariling prom nila. pero ayun back to what happened that night. uhmm. pinapila kmi sa labas imagine pagkasyahin daw kmi sa lobby ng palasyo de manila [tama ba ang pagkakaalala ko sa venue? bohaha XD] ayun.. it was for the picture taking pala with your 3rd year partner then you have to dance [cguro yun ung pinalit sa kotilyon]..buti nLng mabait ung partner ko. hmmp! ayun after that kc it took quite long kaya nagkainan na. ang mga ka-table ko. [46, but dapat table 29 kami. ndi n nman kc nasunod ung seating arrangement eh]. nauna kumuha ng food so ako [and cris] follow nlng din. haha. tables 1-15 plang pinapakuha ng food pero kami nkapiLa na.. oha. gutom.. hehe. hanggang sa tapos na kaming kumain tska plang nakapila ung 46 - above na table numbers. ayun and that was the eating session.

next is nako.. band?.. BANDa rito, BANDa roon ata yun eh. prang mga "wild animals" or mga "druken people" ung nagperform.. bohaha.. sori 4 the terms.. bad taLaga ako eh. andaming nakatayo sa dance floor na, na boring yata sa kanila. super perform pa ung band na un ah.. as if naman na ___[continue this if you want]___. ayun basta.. next is ung mga awards and raffles something. andami rin non. well, anyway it's way too better than those BANDs?!? then ayun next is the dance moments puro lively ung kanta wla tuLoy magawa ung ibang lovers kundi sumayaw, out-of-tune. bohaha.. kc super senti ung movement nila samantalang ung mga kanta lively!.. hehe..
and then.. uwian?.. cut music nga cla eh dmi pring nagsasayaw.. haha.. exactly 12 ata cut na ung music.. buti nlng paalis na kmi nun.

prom highlights? nyek.. wla yata.
uhm.. ayun ndi ako ganon nagsayaw c ard lng [biglaang prom date ko] ang nakasayaw ko. nakakatamd kc eh. dumating pa ang 2 ST namin sa english. c sir villa and sir pepe.

uhmm..
masaya nman. pictures dito, cams doon, cell phone, pose click.. ayun may shutter tone pa. ganyan nangyari nung prom.. so that's it..

ngayun lng ako nakapagpost kc after ng prom 3 hours sleep then sa Pangasinan na ang lakad. kaya medyo tired ako.. kaninang mga 12 lng din kmi nakauwi..

so.. Patay patay na nman ako nyan tomorrow!.. damn, dami plang gagawin at test wow!.. sana matapos ko ang el fili.. ndi pa ako nag ccmula eh...

random fandom [wee~ kisumai is rabu].. sa LJ. next time i'll update there..

ciao♥♥

uhmm..

2009-01-24T21:11:00.000+08:00

[status: it's complicated.. bohaha.. what's with that?!]
[listening to: Womanizer - Britney Spears..i'm a bit crazy right now]

so. hisashiburi!!!
i'm back! after all those weeks..and that's what im going to post here. XD..

hmmm.. so let's start with the periodic test..
as usual during periodic test all that i did was to study, ne? [honto? .LOL.].. bohaha.. but apparently didn't study [maybe a little but i don't consider it as studying].. anyways, during this week, what i also did was to make projects.. it's the usual thingy because projects are pass during the periodic exams week.

la~la~la~

uhmm.. i also got the results of the entrance exams i've taken last year.. so.. results were really bad.. haha.. so bad!..but i'm not disappointed at all.
in DLSU i'm in waiting list in MEM-MR [BS in Manufacturing Engineering and Management with Specialization in Mechatronics and Robotics Engineering] this is my 2nd choice degree course, i think and i don't really know this course..bohaha..
in UST i passed the Architecture and failed my 2nd choice there i think it's the Com Arts. and i still want to see the other course i've passed here.
in UP. omg.. bohaha.. i Failed here. im really stupid.. haha.. but i've no plan of doing those "recon thingy" hehe.. if i failed, i failed.. ehehe.. that's life! but i still want to enter in UP. i don't know that the course i've written there are quota courses.. the architecture and broadcast communication. anyways.. so much for that and i'm still waiting for the PLM result.. oh but i don't feel really good during that day i took the exam, because my g-tech has ink in it but it didn't work! damn.

la~la~la~

another event that happened this week is the Intrams.. we are grouped with the Lawrence people so we named our team as Lawrence+Roentgen = LawRoent.. well, all i can say is that volleyball is not my game,, bohaha.. bitter?. we lost our first game hehe.. i just realized that i must have taken the slot for badminton singles. but i refused it because i used to play in doubles.. bOhaha..XD anyway. i'm also in the dance group.. haha.. do you believe it?.. haha.. and we won 3rd place.
uh oh. i want the lawroent basketball team to win that game, hay, unluckily they didn't.. i even had a sore throat because of yelling and cheering the team.. haha.. and almost fought with the juniors.. lol.. peace out dears..
we also won the chess, and the badminton doubles boys.. hehe champions..

la~la~la~

and last.. we had our family day today... but it's actually student's day except for the 1st years coz' they really brought their parents.. wow. really supportive.. and the kids are so kawaii!!.. heehehee.. after that boring family day.. i end up dating with xtina in SM Manila because the plan of TomaPiYO in going to quiapo was cancelled.. Pi didn't show up.. oh, there are always next time but i don't know when..

la~la~la~

hhmm.. so that's what happened in the past few weeks.. i'll update soon when anything happens. geezz.. i still haven't arrange this blog.. next time XD.. i'm still busy.. lol.. random fandom at my LJ account!

ciao ♥
tokaharu is still rabu honto ne?! bohaha!!
hhmmm.. minna! oyasumi nasai!..

Happy New Year!

2009-01-01T23:05:00.000+08:00

[status: watching random fandom specifically pi and kame's]
[listening to: what i am watching]

honto ni, samui des ne?!

Happy New Year Everyone!

Mmm.. Bye Bye 2008! and heLLo to 2009!
oh i wonder what will happen to me this year... But surely i will graduate this year! ahaha. ahmm but i'm a little nervous because of the entrance test that i've took last year.
i hope i'll past those tests.. whoo! *pray,pray* wee~ haha.

ahhmm.. new year's resolution?. oh. that's not a word in my dictionary. even though i have it. i won't follow it. haha. so better not make that thing..it's waste of time.. instead of thinking what will be my resolution i'd rather stuck myself dreaming about those JE talents. wee~ haha. :D LOL.

anyways.. that's it for now. waahhh. Christmas break is over!.. arggh. back to school! deym! i still need to do my school works. whoa. here i am again. "A Crammer"..

ok.ok. oyachumi nasai! :D

random fandom in my LJ.. arigatou!

Happy Holidays. XD

2008-12-25T21:14:00.000+08:00

[status: in ordinary state. being a fangirL]
[listening to: Gomenyo Aishu by Ikuta Toma]

Oh maybe you know what's the big deal with the date today. haha. ObViously it's Christmas.

So MErry Christmas!

Actually this day isn't that much a big day.. Yes, it's not an ordinary day but for me, it happen to be so ordinary. seems like this day is a normal day, only it has a name. Whoa.. Christmas Day, yes it is. Know what i did?

SO i woke up late 9a.m.[my mother toLd me it's already late but for me it's not] i woke up that "LATE" because i slept at about 2 am haha coz' im busy watching gokusen final episode but before that me and my sis just played PS2 till' 1 am.When i woke up i decided to sit. whoa just sit in front of my brother and my cousin [who was the real suspect in waking me up. imagine punching my stomach while i'm still dreaming!] playing PS2 for about an hour just then i realized my stomach is already complaining. so what i did is eat. haha then i spend the whole day in front of the PC with my cousin who's so into friendster. [eew, im bored there]Then at about 5 pm i turned off the pc then took a bath then we went to church. then we go home after the mass.then we ate our dinner which was also the food for lunch. haha. then i opened the pc and now i am typing all this stupid things i did this christmas. So that was my CHRISTMAS 2008. haha. so happy des ne? haha.

As you can see or should i say read.. i stayed the whole day in our house that means I DON"T HAVE MONEY! aww. to bad. i already spent the money given to me in advance of my Ninongs and Ninangs..

I believe in the saying that, "CHRISTMAS is for EVERYONE" but then why it is so cruel that when your old enough or you became a teen your not allowed to knock on your godmothers/fathers door and lay both of your palms together in front of them and "say merry christmas! namamasko po!" with your shit face smiling so fake thinking you're going to receive higher amount of money than what you got last Christmas!!!

or is it just in my case? haha. so how pathetic i am! if i was the only one experiencing that kind of christmas rudeness!

DAmn. that's why i hate growing up!

ohkie.. change topic. waah.. haruma miura is another LOVE! well then.. i rather post this in LiveJOurnal. Because it's where i post my Fangirling Stuff. --->My LJ account

so till' here. i don't have much experience to post here.

ciao.

Christmas Parties XD

2008-12-19T20:59:00.000+08:00

[status: downloading Hana Kimi Special*hope i'll be able to dLOad*]
[listening to : Maria by Kim Ah-Jung]

so ngayun ayuko mag ingles. haha. hanaji na ako eh.. [hanaji = nosebleed]. ayun magkukwento ako ngayon ng mga nangyari sa akin simula noong christmas party sa skuL at christmas party ko outside the school.

so eto na ..
ika-labing pito ng disyembre dalamwamput walong libong taon.

sa araw na ito nangyari ang aming krismas party sa iskUL. ayun dpat kasi sa susunod na araw nlng ika-labingwalo ng... [and so on.] kc naman sabi nagtitipid daw ang aming skul ng 1 araw na kuryente kaya namove.. yun ang chikang narinig ko. haha. pero chika lng yata un. so.. ayun napagsabay sabay ung party at ung carol fest. nung caroL fest actually, nakakahiya ang aming section.. akalain mo yun bonggang bongga ang costume ng mga nasa ikatlong taon ng hayskul sa aming paaralan. [putik an hirap magtagalog ng numbers. haha] samantalang ang aming pangkat ay umulit lng ng damit. haha. mukha kaming tanga. haha. so siguro alam mo nang taLo kami. 1st place ung einstein 2nd- Calvin 3rd- Faraday. so pang 4th daw ang roentgen eh. haha. joke. pero ganun nmn tLga ang iniicp ng mga talunan eh kapag natatalo cLa. laging pinagpipilitang pang 4th sila. dba?. haha. ayun. tama na dyan sa carol fest na yan.

ang aming Krismas PArty ay isang party. haha. in fairness, mukha namang party un kc may games at kung ano anong echos. pero naiba ang program ng party namin , dba ang usual maglalaro muna ng parLor games? [hanggang ngayun tinatanong ko ang sariLi ko kung bakit PARLOR games ang tawag samantalang sa party un ginagwa ndi nmn sa salon or sa barber shop or mismong sa parlor, dba?] ok back to the original topic. ang nangyari sa amin kain muna haha. kc nga gutom na kmi dahil sa pesteng carol chuchu na yan. as usual ala adviser namin.. ayaw nya kc nakikielam sa mga kalokohan nmin. parang ayaw nya maging close sa aMin.. sWErte nmin noh? inggit ka? haha *sarcasm dear* awwts. yun lng. ndi naman ako nag libot after ng party nakakapagod kc.. inaantok na ako. dahil gabi na ako natULog the night before that xmas party.

Ika- labingsiyam ng Disyembre dalawamput walong taon.
so ngayun yan. party namin sa Linnae.. ehehe. nakakamis ang bawat isa. syempre may kanya kanyang kwento. revelations na cnabi pero medyo maaga kami nagsiuwian maliban nalang sa talagang mga gabi ng umuuwi. [dapat kasama ako dun eh. kaso may kelangan gawin sa bahay.]
woo. ayun so may plano tong party na ito eh. para din kc sa celebration ng b-day ni bien. grabeh 3 oras kaming nag antay sa mga nagtatagong tao na bumuli ng cake. hehe. pero atleast well done! ang galing niLA. syempre kami rin . haha. hirap kaya gumawa ng palusot kay bien. haha. kung ano ano na ang aming napag usapn para lng mapalipas ang 3 oras na pag aantay. haha. naglakad pa kmi ng tanghaling tapat. Ang init in fairness.. whhooo. pero syempre natuLoy ang aming party.. hehe. MASAya.. ampangit nga lng ni DAN kalbo eh.joke. haha. peace.. so ayun.. basta nakakamiss ang bawat nilalang sa Linnaeus.

hanggang dito nlang ang aking post. ako'y nauubusan na nang sasabihin. nakakapagod kcng mag type eh. haha. manunuod narin ako ng HANA KIMI. waahh.. maririnig ko ulit ang boses ni TOMa-kun. bwahaha..
baliw na yata akO. oo. cguro. maharil. haha. cge. till here.

oo nga pla.. dag dag lng.. magpapasko na. haha. MAy 3 wishes ako for this christmas..
1st- mkapasa sa mga pinag test-san kong universities
2nd- matupad sana ung aking wish sa March.. basta yun nayun.
3rd - sana pagbalik ko ng divisoria nandun na ung mga DVD na gusto kong biLin.. arrg. kaasar.. haha.

cge un lng...

CIAO.. :D

. . . see previous post

2008-12-16T21:26:00.000+08:00

[status: coLd. gift wrapping. XD]
[listening to: jingle bells calypso]

oh. so. i'll just continue the post I've started yesterday. [due to some keyboard failure I haven't finished the post yesterday] so as what i'm saying in my previous post at least for a while we became good Samaritans. First is helping the Chinese old man and returning the cellphone that was left in the Divi Mall food court.

ok so change topic.. waah.. tomorrow is our caroL fest finals so with the Christmas party.. arrgg.. OMG. so this only means that i have to bring 2 pairs of clothes.. for the carol and for the party..waaahh. damn. y do we need to go to school in uniform? oh anyway, i remember, this is also the routine last year. we need to go to school in uniform but i broke that ruLe. i went to school in civilian. haha. but i can't do it now because our section is in the Duty. [Roaming in school + checking the students + cleaning up all the mess + last one who'll leave the school = DUTY]arrgg...

hay.. hay.. wee~ i need to go now. i need to wrap the presents i bought..
im just hoping that the people to whom i'll give the presents will like it. haha. XD
*LOL

Christmas is fast approaching..

whoo.

2008-12-15T22:45:00.000+08:00

[status: tired. samui des ne?]
[listening to: white xmas of toma]

whoa.. it is cold.. weee.. spirit of xmas.. i can feel it. it's running through my veins.. XD. i can't help but to chill. XD.. so today. i did something good. XD no, not only me, myself and i but also with my friends rose, cris and goldie. hehe.. At least we became good samaritans for a while. you know why?. haha. because we help a chinese old man to walk to the sidecars in divisoria. hyeess., it's divisoria and lot's of people are now shopping there.oh they're just being wise. haha. so it means im being wise. haha. because it's cheaper there than buying presents in the mall. ok back to the chinese old man. i felt bad about the rudeness of the first sidecar boy that we asked for help [just to bring the old man to the hotel, i think, it is where he's living.] he doesn't want to bring the old man ...

damn so i'll be continuing this post when my keyboard is already fixed... argg.right now im using on-screen keyboard..damn i dont know what happen but my keyboard just stop working. arg....

2008-12-06T21:52:00.000+08:00

[status: still not in the real world.]
[listening to: Seishun Amigo - Shuji to Akira]

so.. just got back from our tiring caroling. I'm very tired during that caroling and i cant properly sing because i have coughs and colds. damn. now my throat is really painful. wee~ really super sore throat. XP..
we had our over night at Edda's House. as usual when you're with your classmate or friends. you will not sleep and you'll just talk for the whole night or watch DVDs. haha. yep that's what we did. i think we slept at 4 o'clock am and woke up 6 am. [imagine we're all tired but we stayed that late.]
uhm. we had our open forum. the boys specifically gempes and collantes open it up. we talked about the division in our section and the people who are in roentgen but still wandering outside roentgen.. hehe. they have a definition of roentgen.. haha..

DEFINITION OF ROENTGEN: CHOOSE YOUR OWN GROUP. Kung san ka masaya, dun ka.

hyess, it's true.. they said when there's a division/war between roentgen, It's like a battlefield. that's why they created the codenames. SAd but true. i don't know if i should laugh at it but haha! i'd rather laugh.,, anyway so much for that. i just hope this conflict will be solve soon.. XD

uhmm.. waahh. i have Test tomorrow.. for the USTET. i don't feel like studying today.. haha. oww. as usual i'm in the last batch. see how im so lazy passing the requirements here. haha. i actually got the application from before the first batch. i think it was september something. but i have only submitted my form last dec 3. haha. i really am a PROCRASTINATOR. haha.

I want the Christmas Break right now! uhhg. i want to finish the DVDs i bought. damn. ehhmm.. so..
so long! bye bye.. bye bye-cycle. haha. [an expression from Nobuta wo produce]! XD

TOMA is LOVE! so with KAME. and the other JE boys. XD

NoButa POweR ENTER!

2008-12-01T22:31:00.000+08:00

[status: ehrm. sore throat. *cough.cough*]
[listening to: my mom]

eh. heLLo. konbanwa!. wee~
oh now maybe you would think why did i typed listening to my mom. haha. it's just because [now, as in now while im typing this blog post] my mom is reprimanding me for doing my homework at this time. She keeps on telling me, "Bakit ngayon ka lng gagawa ng assignment mo? Tatlong araw walang pasok ah. Tapos nanood ka pa kanina ng kung ano-anong hapon na yan?. Gusto mo yata tlagang tumira sa JApan?." Whoa. haha. i usually laughed at her. hehe.. and in my mind.. "yes.yes. kung pde nga lang eh. manonood ako ng grease ni TOMa showing pa naman yata sa Osaka un eh.." then she would add.. "Bukas kapag na late ka na naman!, Anong oras na? matuLog ka na.".. i can't answer her. haha. but it's the usual me who wakes up late then would come to school late.. i happen to know that i already have 4 records in the guidance. 1 in august, 1 in september, 1 in october and also 1 in november. Im lucky enough to be recorded only 4 times.. hehe... because almost everyday i must have a record there.
so.. too much for my bad time habit. anyway i have my own time and i live with it everyday, i am not who i am without my own time standard. hehe.

well, the japanese drama that I [actually, it's my mom] was telling a while ago is Nobuta wo Produce. Ah.. Finally, i have watched it. after a long time.. I bought it's DVD i think last august so it's been months. i started watching it last sunday at about 4 pm to 6:30pm [3 episodes] then I continue on watching at about 9:30pm-12:30am [4 episodes] then monday[no classes] i wake up at 8am and started to watch at 8:30am and i've finished the Jdrama at about 11:30am. It has 10 episodes. The Jdrama is about a High School boy who's popular in his school and can get along well from the nerds to the just plain students and that's Kame as Shuji. But there is one person he refuses to be with and that's the role of Pi as Akira. and then One day. a new student came she was Maki as Nobuko. Nobuko is contented being bullied by her classmates. So Shuji and Akira came to an accord that they will produce Nobuko as the next popular girl in the school. That's when their friendship starts. oh.. it became Nobuta because Shuji sewed the tie of Nobuko with a Buta to cover the hole [buta=pig]. That was so kawaii. I like Kame here than in Gokusen and this is the first drama i saw starring Pi. it's good.

On the other hand i have read a Review of toma's butai [it's the grease]. damn. i envy the girL.. she was able to watch toma live in front of her. geezz. my fan girLing is on to its different level. haha. XD. i just want to quote i read it from a forum.. "Toma's acting in Jdramas are not yet half of what he can do in theaters." Yep, i believe it! Since i'm his fangirl. [correction, one of the thousands of his fangirls.]..

that's just it for now.hmmm.. gladly appreciate those people.. errhmm.. you know who you are.. if you feel like it. then it's you.!

Geez.

2008-11-25T19:07:00.000+08:00

[status: irritated but stiLL in Toma's World]
[listening to: MOLA by Yamapi]

damn. yep. damn. I am irritated today. wee. hehe. i don't know why. maybe because of some things that keep on haunting my invincible soul. haha. XD nope. i just hate some people. [not to mention there names. haha. don't ask i'll not tell you. WHOEVER YOU ARE. "CHISMOSO/SA KA". joke.peace]

i hate people who are:
--> not considering things needed to be considered! [damn]
--> at the first glance you'll be irritated with their spooky face! haha. XD [bad me!]
--> shutting me up and scolding me to be quiet when i'm into the midst of silence. [how can that be?.. cruel me *evil laugh*]
--> so. super duper moody to the point that it's not normal. [as in ABNORMAL! yes they really are. :X]
--> so pathetic. uhhummm.. XP.

hay.. im bursting. hehe.
..and i also lost my g-tech. [i just bought it yesterday and i haven't used it.]
it's like magic. so i got to believe in magic. at a glimpse it was lost. uh.

Kinishi nai de kudasai. la~la~la~lo~lo~lo~

wee~. after this post.. this stupidity.. it's gone. haha. hopefully XD.
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yay!. yay! toma dear XD

got lucky for the 2nd time.

2008-11-21T20:38:00.000+08:00

[status: happily drowned in toma's world. XD]
[listening to: Summer Nights - Grease Jap Version]

hyess! we got so Lucky for the 2nd time[THANK YOU LORD!], hehe. we passed the qualifying round for the carol fest. We are not expecting that because our last minute practice was not that good. Now, our schedule is so hectic.. XD We have to practice for the contest piece and the choice piece and we still need to practice for the presentation of the mardi gras for the family day. OMG!.

waah. i'm really tired. specifically my voice and my legs. my voice because every vacant time we have, we need to practice for the carol fest and my legs not because of mardi gras but still in carol fest. Imagine standing for that whole period practicing! You might asked why i won't seat, simply because for me it's hard singing when you're seated and it's hard reaching the highest note since im one of the 3 S1(soprano 1) [oh well, i used to be in the Alto section..]oh damn. i'm not a singer/choir member anyway.. hehe.

i was kinda sad because some of the boys in our section don't want us to win in the carol fest coz' they said they can't feel the DST (Daylight Saving Time) but it's really they can't play DOTA or whatsoever online games coz' we need to stay until 6:30 - 7 pm practicing [it's quite dark at that time].. but infairness, the boys put an effort practicing this contest piece. they would really sit and form their circle then they'll start practicing whenever our conductor teaches the girls' notes.. but when it's the boys' turn the girLs won't practice, hehe instead, we'll walk around and start talking. [that's y our conductor keeps on shouting at us and said, "Kapag kayo ang tinuturuan ko tamihik ang Bass/ Tenor ah." or he would say, "Ano ba ang ingay girLs!". ehehe.. my reaction to this is an evil laugh.. hahaha! XD peace out TABAL!]

haha.. so that's it. THANK YOU LORD! hope we'll make it to the real carol fest!
at least roentgen is proving something! GO ROENTGEN!

my fangirLing stuff is posted in my livejournal account.. :) :p XD. toma is ♥!

Success! XD

2008-11-16T21:52:00.000+08:00

[status: still.. drowned in Toma's World. want to join?]
[Listening to:Summer Night - Grease(Jap) Ikuta toma]

wahaha.. i'm just happy for some reasons i can't explain clearly haha.. XD

anyway i want to say i'm very proud to be in roentgen.. haha.. although sometimes i can't understand them. people in roentgen are too weird to know if they're making fun of you or they're already mad at you.XD anyway, we've won 2nd place in Mardi Gras Competition among our batch. that's an achievement, [i guess..] haha. it's fine that we've won only the 2nd place because we have a bet within the girls and the boys of roentgen. the girls will treat the boys in their DOTA if we've won the first place.. so i might say that's just too lucky. haha. so that's roentgen.

change tOpic.. waah.. i've made an account in livejournal. here's the link -->toma is ♥!.. i'm still new there so it's a mess!.. hehe.. i only made that account for my fan girLing attitude haha. to roam and get updates about my dear toma. add me there if you have that livejournal account.. yay! thanks.. whoa.. i got the audio recording [the part where they're singing Summer night] of Grease the musical butai where Ikuta Toma is the man lead role like John Travolta.. haha.. XD.. how i wish, i could have a chance to go there and watch toma performs live in front of me! Aww, i've been dreaming of that thing to happen.

so i'll be leaving now.. it's exactly 10:37 pm here in my pc clock. it's still early but i'm already tired and my mom wants me to go to sleep. haha.. i don't know why..oh maybe because.. i've slept late last 2 days. i think i slept at about 2 or 3 am that days though i didn't do something important just in FG [fangirl] mode.. LOL.. XD

after the break..

2008-11-02T22:06:00.000+08:00

[status: stiLL in Ikuta toma's worLd.. (TOMApi.XD)]
[listening to: Slow- Kiyoharu]

awww.. our sem break is over.. tomorrow, we'll have our classes.. argg.. i hate it!... there's still so many things to do.. haha. XD anyway at least i enjoyed this sem break. we went to the beach resort of my classmate.

we were ten that went there..me, cris, rose, cheska, edda, ron, jake, ne, august and gempes. it was fun.. haha.. we talked about different things like about scary stuffs.. haha.. we're so like kids screaming and yelling when somebody heard a scratch or unnecessary sound or when someone knocked on the door. imagine there are 13 beds [6 double deck beds and 1 single bed] in that room...but we slept together in the 6 top beds.. haha. so the 7 beds below remained unoccupied. it was kinda creepy when our beds still move even though we're all motionless. haha.
we have many pictures in there..if you want to see it. go to roniel's fs. hehe. i'm quite busy to post pics here eh.

anyway.. that was my sem break..

still toma is ♥!

am back. XD

2008-10-24T22:17:00.000+08:00

[status: totally drowned into IKUTA TOMA's world. LOL.]
[listening to: Yokubou no Rain - Tomapi version]

woah, it's been a month since the last time i've posted here!
anyway, there's no new news about me or something important i should post.
arrgg., lately, i've been very busy with school works, tons of projects and activities we need to practice.. at least it's our sem break! i feel so relieve though i still need to do the things i need to do. eh?.. haha. ;]

so i've read an article here in the net about tomapi.. Toma + Yamapi = TOMAPI.
this article is so cute.. specially the part that toma and Pi are recalling the things they usually do in their childhood. aww.. they're so sweet with each other seems that they truly are best of friends. here's the link! --->tomapi.bestfriends

oh, i remember! i have a news! Hana Kimi special is now in crunchy, I haven't finished it yet because i can't understand it lol.XD well, because it has no subs yet. but i don't know, maybe it has already. another drama in my list.. stiLL pending.. haha.. NObuta wo produce.. i haven't watch it yet!.. argghh. and soon im planning to buy a dvd of yamato nadeshiko shichi henge [it's an anime, the story is cute!] and also im planning to buy MAou [of course toma is there!] and gokusen 3!. and until now, im still hoping i could find a dvd of akihabara@deep though i've finished it! ahaha XD. err, i don't want to w8 in cruchy loading those dramas!

haay.. i'm a bit depressed because i can't properly load my deviantart page in the three browsers i have! i can't update my page there and i miss the deviations of my dA friends. and i'm bored in fs, imeem, youtube. haha. my only active account is crunchyroll, due to the fact that i'm stiLL busy though i dont do homeworks that much.. haha LOL. maybe because i'm always reading. reading articles about toma and tomapi... whow!. i have a question.. do i sound, act, look like a fan girL? well, i hope not.. haha. XD

so that's it for now,, oh.. i'll be leaving on oct. 28! coz I have an out of town trip with my classmates!.. we'll be going to a beach resort. hope we'll have a safe trip and a sem break!. bye bye!

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IKUTA TOMA IS SOOOOOO LOVE!!!!! aishiteru toma!

ahh..

2008-09-27T20:07:00.000+08:00

[status: Tired]
[listening to: Feed Me! by Tucker]

ahmm.. so heLLo. haha.. i just want to post here for some events.. haha.. so my post before this.. it is all nonsense.. we've arranged it haha..

so.. glad i've finished the Akihabara@deep. last last last week i think.. it is so good.. an awesome drama.. you people should watch it.. so for now.. i'm busy but i have another drama to watch. and a jap movie.. "tada kimi aishiteru".. this movie was introduced to me by a friend in crunchy... i've read the synopsis and i think it is good..

ahhmm.. so i'm tired because we practiced for our humanities project[omg..it's hip-hop dance] so i am tired..

ahmm.. so till here.. bye.

oh heLL this.. EDIRP

2008-09-10T19:45:00.000+08:00

[status: mixed emotions. oh crap!!!]
[listening to: my media player. ]

arrgghhh... heLL.. waahh.. i can't just keep this. i want to shout. scream. oh damn!. arrghh.. i do not know if i'm just kind or simply stupid to think of people who do not understand me. is it bad to be good? to think of others? to be concerned? or is it just me who do not understand what they feel?.

oh whatever! i'm already fed up with all this stupidity! i really cant tell who's wrong.. but i believe that im not the one to bLAme.. haha.. that's what you caLL.. PRIDE.. yeah.. it is.. i dont have this pride.. but that was before. now, i know how to use it.. haha.. XD

ahhh.. that's enough.. i dont want to post more of this nonsense things.. this is what i can onLy say.. haha..[after all those things up there. LOL XD]

"you've teach me to be like you, well then, am i good? am i better than u are? can you feel it?..ohh. oopss.. better look at where you're heading to. you might get lost. my dear."

update.. wah.

2008-09-04T21:24:00.000+08:00

[status: irritated for some reasons i do not really understand]
[listening to: Seasons of Love- Soundtrack in RENT]

ahhmm.. wahh... i'm damn irritated today.. arrgg.. i dont really understand why but i think it started in our 2nd to the last subject :X reason? wah.. keep it,, sometimes it's better to leave things behind or keep some things untoLd...
and oh.. what made me more irritated at this point is the status of my contact in ym.. my 'buddy'??? [eewww..buddy.. never been!].. who's this? wah.. another secret. anyway.. she's no use. [questions will not be entertain.WHOEVER YOU ARE. ok?.. pLs. understand]

arrgg.. btw.. i want to arrange this bLog.. i want to add a division for my poems.. but it will still be here in this bLog. i just want that thing so it would be easy to read old poems i have posted.[ah.. anyway, is there someone who'll mess his/her time reading those stupid things?. haha. probabLy.. NO ONE.] i cant tell when i will do it. hay.. i haven't made any poems for now.

aii.. change topic.. haha.. about my addiction. IKUTA TOMA.. my classmate(rose anne) told me that the hana kimi SP episode (2hours) where toma pLAys Nakatsu Suichi, will soon be aired.. it has a date but i didn't know when and where will it be aired. im not sure if it's in japan or here in phil. ahhrrg.. i can't just wait!! I will watch it no matter what or how. haha.. aii,, another thing! i have started the Akihabara@deep.. a jdorama as usual toma plays a part. he is BOX-kun, a graphic designer!! this akihabara@deep is a very good drama not only because of toma but the story itself.. here akihabara@deep-info It's really worthy to watch! i'm loving it.. and i'm sure you wiLL. haha.. they keep on hacking!.. but for the good! i Love the line of page-kun.. "P-p-pLaning time!!".. you gotta watch it!

so 'till here!,, it was quite relaxing to read old post.. hehe. :D

addiction. XD

2008-08-23T22:05:00.000+08:00

[status: tired. addicted.]
[listening to: Love so Sweet by arashi]

aww... today i just want to post for nothing.. another udpate.. haha.. not update but.. waLa lng taLaga.. haha..
ahmm.. today we had our practice for the jingLe contest..and somehow made our project in p6, the resonator... we went to paco park.. haha..there i saw my former crush.. bwhaha.. they had their reunion.

change topic.. aww.. i've made a promise to buri.. coz' he wants me to edit his picture just like the skin of this blog..and.. i haven't made it.. but I will TRY to do it.[argh. it's hard to edit since i don't have photoshop! I edit pictures in paint or whatsoever cheap photo editor]

again! change topic!.
ahmm..untiL now i am truLLy, really, super, much much addicted to IKUTA TOMA... haha..i have uploaded 2 vids in crunchy the hana kimi clips of toma ang honey and clover DMV.. anyway oh. just now sherly mae introduced me some of JE's artists.. haha.. they're aLL cute! i'll try to update myself with these artists.. btw.. i have this news.. haha.. matsumoto jun and inoue mao are real life lovers.. ahaha..they are truLy a great coupLe.. hehe..

that's it.. waaahh. XD

idk.idc.

2008-08-14T14:35:00.000+08:00

[status: supposedly studying]
[listening to: 7 things- Miley Cyrus]

right now i should be studying not posting because tomorrow is our last day of test.., haha.. anyway, those are just the add-ons subjects but stiLL, i need to study. haha. anyway. i just want to post.. i dont actually know y but i want eh. hay.. i dont want to be busy with school stuffs..

there are things that i really don't understand. oh why?.. haaay...

oh btw.. i want to watch the MAOU.. haha.. of course it's because IKUTA TOMA is there as Serizawa Naoto. haha. but unfortunately i haven't found a video or dvd to watch this because it is currently airing in japan. aww. and i don't have enough time to watch the akihabara @deep..

haii.. life. i'll leave a question that i can't answer.. haha.
how could you react on something, you should not react to but you wanted? sounds so pakeelamera dba?.. haha.. pero i'm not pertaining to a certain person ah.. bka may tamaan.. hehe joke. pero kung tinamaan ka.well, sorry for you. this question just came out of my mind.. enough of that.

so i'll go.

UPCAT!

2008-08-01T21:57:00.000+08:00

status:[kinda tired.excited.nervous]
listening to:[Bottle it Up- Sara Bareilles]

hay,,UPCAT na bukas!! pero sa sunday pa ang schedule ko.. last batch nga ako.. wala lng. naeexcite ako na kinakabahan sa UPCAT.. at sana makapasa ako.hehe.

ahmm.. so kanina nag simba kami sa Quiapo Church. Nung una magccmba lng kmi pero sbi ng p6 teacher namin magpa bLess daw kami ng lapis na gagamitin nmin.. haha.. so ginawa nman namin ung sabi ni sir. tapos nung nasa simbahan na kami.. may nakita kaming nagccmba rin na magtetest din.[actually naririnig nmin at may nkita din kming nagpabl;ess ng halos 2 box ng pencil]. Ayun..then, may lalaking nagsabi samin na ung pinabless daw nming pencil after nun ilagay sa Bible tapos gamitin nmin un sa mga test lang. hehe.. ambait nga ni kuya eh.. sabi nya smin marami nang nagawa ung church na un sa kanya. miraculous nga eh.. hehe... wala nmng masama dun kung gagawin dba?..XD

tapos after ng mass, pumunta pa kami ng UP pero ndi nmin na enjoy kc gabi na mga 6:30 kmi dumating dun. umuulan pa..kaya madilim.. kaya naging tour guide nmin ung driver ng UP ikot na route, pinaturo nmin ung mga building na hinahanap nmin.

hay.. medyo nakakapagod... anyway nung nagcmba kmi.. feeling ko, nabawasan ang kaba ko.. ang ganda nung homily eh,, haha..inspiring pa.. so sana.. makapasa.. i'm really hoping.. haha.. sana lang talaga.. GO KAYA NATIN TOH!

mixed emotions.

2008-07-27T23:30:00.000+08:00

status:[a bit tired and sleepy]
listening to:[gwen stefani- rich girl, sweet escape]

ah.. im back.. posting.. well, there's nothing new about me..
still the same.. but ahh.. we have our blue ID.. haha.. and that's the thing that made us feel we're truLy superior haha..XD oh, not that much.. but with this ID i can truly feel im a real 4th year student. weeee. haha. LOL.

awww. shit.. there's something that happened to me..heLL..it was yesterday at sm manila.. after the pLay[Agnes of God] we watched.. we went to quantum.. and arrgghh..bullshit those boys and sana ung camera, ay no..cellphone nila. macra,, hayup taLAga.. hay. nakO.. basta i'll leave it that way..

anyway change topic.. arrgg.. UPCAT is fast approaching... im so nervous right now because i dont know what to do first.. Should i read the Les MiserabLes or review?.
my sched. in UPCAT is on august 3 sunday 12:30 pm.. [ah. last batch ako].. aww.. pressured ako... I'm reaLLy hoping to pass upcat.. but if not. argghh.. i dont know what campus will I end up. [aww.so sad].. pls. pray for me.. haha.. XD

i'll be back soon when something happened.. or if i have some s2pid poem to post.. haha..

can't explain. sh*t feelings.

2008-07-02T20:43:00.000+08:00

[status: wants to kick someone]
[listening: migraine, bottle it up]

so. today, i have this sh*t feeling of anguish. i can't explain myself. oh crAp.
first of aLL, ahh.. another sh*t i should say.. because i lost my ID [no, it's just the Library card but it's use as a temporary ID]. I lost it in LRT. ahhrrgg.. and my LRT card was also in there coz i used to put my LrT card in the case of my id. just lucky, i didn't pay the lost Lrt card.

2nd thing. this is what i can't explain. i don't know. i don't care i'd better say.. amp!. heLL. heaven. black. white. just another sh*t.
i want to cry. or say something but i dont know how i will do it. amp. better leave it that way.

oh. change topic. yeah! i have finished witch yoo hee actually, last last and another last week in crunchyroLL.
now im currently watching the 10th episode of neVerLand,, it's a mystery series. i watched it because of ikuta toma. though he isn't the main character, he can be called one of the important characters because he is one of the 5 boys. awtz. he was just 17 years old in that jadorama but now he's 24. nothing change about him just some sort of being matured. i'll finish it soon anyway it only has 11 episodes. NEverLand is about 5 boys who try to escape something and not to face their problems or past experiences. They just stayed and spend the summer in the dorm of their school which they called NEVERLAND.

and that's it.
i feel very stupid.
either feel so damn shit.
all these things i can't explain
i don't know who's to blame.

1st day... ;[

2008-06-10T21:04:00.000+08:00

[status: very tired..sleepy]
[listening: bgm of my fs]

today is our first day. bLah...
i'm very tired and sleepy..

ayuko pa kc pumasok sa skul.. pero knina i just did. it was the first day of school and i didn't feeL any excitement sa pagpasok sa sKuL. sawa na ako.. bLah.

my 1st day of this school year 2008-2009 goes like this..

nag vibrate at nag ring na ang pHone ko.. ayuko pang bumangon. nkita ko ang oras 5:25 na. sYeT. bka late ako..naLigo.nag ayos ng gamit. blah. bihis na ako. papasOk na ako ng mas maaga sa naturaL na pasok ko[late ako lage!]..
sumakay sa LRT. kumuha ng Libre.nagbasa. bumaba.
naglakad. nag jaywalk. may nkasaby na teacher.nag mabuhay[ganun kc dpat pag may nkitang teacher ng masci]. nagLakad. nakakita ng mga parents ng 1st year students. natawa ewn ko ba.blah. inabutan ng papeL pra sa mga review center. binasura dhil nakapag review na.blah.
pumasok sa pinto ng skuL. nkita ang piLa ng mga LATE. syeT.. feeling ko maaga pa ako pero.. aYuN first day of school late ako. [k lng sanay na eh. lol]

1st period. naghanap.dun lang pla sa rum mlapit sa canteen. nagpakilala. nag-isip ng trabahO after 10 years. blah. lumabas.
2nd period. umakyat maceda building eh. ayus. teacher X. waLa png teacher.
3rd period. kumain. kawalang gana.
4th period. nagsulat.
5th period. nagdrawing yata yUn. nagpakilala.
6th period. masaya. nag introduce. hobbies/hates.
7th period. nag-usap sa current events. meraLco.
8th period. gutom na ulit. meet our adviser.
9th period. p6. kulit ng aming titser. masya.
10th period. numbers. blah. solve. blah. blah.

pumunta kmi sa canteen bago lumabs ng school. bumili ng mango juice na paubos na.
nag LRT. pinag usapan c marian at angeL. blah. blah. bumaba 5th ave. sumaky tricycle. bumaba MC. nagpa picture. bumili ng gamit. namili for 15 mins. pumila ng halos 45 mins. sumkay tricycle pauwi. naglakad. pagod.

binuksan ang pc at nag type ng ganitong walang kwentang story.. blah.

and that's what happened to me in my very first day being a 4th year hs. blah.ZzZZzzzzzZzzZzZz

im back...

2008-06-09T17:25:00.000+08:00

[status: waLang magawa//pasukan na//kainis.tae//]

hay ayuko mag english ngayun.. anyway.. mali naman grammar ko eh.. haha.. NOSEBLEED na nmn akO.hehe
nakalimutan ko..
hay nako.. pasukan na bukas..
ndi ko pa feel.. hahaha.. its been a long time na.. ndi ako nkapagpost dito..
waaahh.. ncra kc pc ahaha.. pero ok lng... kc i've finally finished watching honey and clover ni toma..angwapo ni toma.. bwahaha..
another jdorama na natapos ko na eh ung bambino kay matsumoto jun.. ahehe.. sa dvd ko un pinanood kc ayuko mag antay sa crunchyroll at kung saan pang site.. hehe..
[next time nlng ako mag post ng info ng HOney and clover at BAmbino. have no time pa since school days will start.]

hay.. gc na nmn ako..oh yuck.. ndi... joke lng yun.. ndi tlga ako nagiging ganon.. bwahaha... wala sa takbo ng life ko un

bukas na. pasukan.. kainis.. ndi ko feel.. prang kulang ang summer break.. pero ka boring nmn sa bahay.. ok lng may school pero dapat wala nang ginagwa.. haha... IMPOSSIBLE yata yun,, haha..

on the other hand.. sayang.. late ko ng nadiscover ang barangay LS.. saya pa nmn makinig dun.. haha.
nakakaLoka.. waahh.. gusto ko tuloy maging dj.. whaha.. joke.

ayun.. adiK parin ako kay toma..
ayun.. wala prin akong mapiling course.
ayun.. pasukan na bukas..
ayun.. hay... life nga namn oh.

hanggang dito muna post ko.. hehe.. anyway, wala naman nag aattempt na basahin toh eh.. haha..

Hana Kimi

2008-04-09T21:39:00.000+08:00

[status: quite unsatisfied]

L0L...
ahmm.. i've finally finished watching Hana Kimi Japan Version..
Of course, i was able to watch it through a dvd.. lol.. i bought the pirated one so that i'll not be waiting too long in GMA ahaha.... anyway.. Japanese version of hana kimi is better than the Taiwan Version though it is pretty good.. LoL that's onLy in my own opinion because i love Ikuta toma as NakatsU Suichi.. and its not only because of that.. i also like how every characters act and give life to every scene.. [esp. nakatsu.lol].. i also like the school doctor in there.. hehe..
the onLy thing is the ending.. i am quite unsatisfied because.. ahh.. go watch it.. hehe..

i like the part that Nakatsu already reveal his Feelings for Mizuki..
and i hate the part that SanO kissed mizUki in the airport..

anyway.. that's it!..

and I really really like nakatsu!... weee...

Hana Kimi [Hanazakari no Kimitachi e| For you in Full Blossom]

Nakatsu Suichi.Ashiya MiZuki.Sano Izumi

Nakatsu Suichi|Ikuta tOma

Ashiya Mizuki|Horikita MAki

Sano Izumi|Oguri Shun

and that's hana kimi

missing linnae..

2008-04-02T22:07:00.000+08:00

added a new friend xD

2008-03-26T21:39:00.000+08:00

[status: happy!]
[reason: recently added someone]
[listening to: the little things-colbie caillat]

so let's start the discussion.. haha.lol
ahmmmm.. i am just happy to teLL everyone[if there's any] that mr.rose added me, actually accepted my friend request!.. bwahaha..he's very lucky haha because i only add friends whom i really wanted.. bwhaha..
btw.. mr. yellow is already 18 years old now, kawLA 16 and allana 16.. happy bday to them!!...

another story i wanted to share!.. so today is our class presentation of NoLi me TAngere[english: Touch me not; fiLipino: Huwag Mo akong saLAngin].. sad to say we did'nt win the contest... but we are happy and still for us we are the champions! not the bar used in washing clothes.. haha.lol.[ang korni ko!]..

ahmm.. schoOl year 2007-2008 is about to end.. and i will really miss people who shared their time being with me.. LINNAEUS.. i love them all.. i will TRY to write a poem for you.. haha.. if my hand started to write and if my head started to think..
[it's only a TRIAL ah!.. haha.. i can't promiSe..]

HE will Listen

is there's someone listening to me?
maybe 10 would listen if i started a joke...
maybe 9 would listen if i started a game...
maybe 8 would listen if i invited them somewhere..
maybe 7 would listen if i shout..
maybe 6 would listen if i talk...
maybe 5 would listen if i scold...
maybe 4 would listen if i recite..
maybe 3 would listen if i sing..
maybe 2 would listen if i tell a problem..
but when i cry?..
is there someone who'll listen
and would try to understand me?..
oh yes.. i remember! He never left me..
He's someone who'll also listen to you..
Want to know Him?..
He is the One who listens to you everytime...
and I guess you know Him..

so never teLL you're all alone..
He's always there guiding you home..
He'll never left you 'till the dawn..
He'll keep you smiling when you're forlorn..

XD

the day i was born..

2008-03-05T22:51:00.000+08:00

whoaa..
so today is my.. day?!// haha.. that's why i'm posting here.. of course..
ahmm.. this b-day for me seems to be the worst!.. oh.. ahmm.. but not that much..maybe just a little.. haha..

so.. 1st af all.. tomasa and genevieve have a pLan to surprise me..[i hate surprises! XD] fortunateLy it didn't work!.. haha.. on the other side.. haha.. i somehow regret that it didn't happen.. haha.. joke..[their pLan is that they'll ask mr. rose to greet me but the probLem is that the people that would help them ask him to greet me.. oh, i don't know what happened to them!]

i also forgot to count how many times i was greeted by my classmates and friends..haha.. i just want to count!.. bwahaha...[don't bother thinking why!]

another silly thing that happened to me this day is when "one of my classmate" arrghh.. ahmmmm. oh nvm! enough with mr. rose.

my b-day i haven't found a person wHo is exactLy the same with mine...omg!
but I already knew 1 person who is the same with my b-day but i dont like him!.. bwahaha...

ahhmm.. i remember ~~mr. coffeemaker~~ haha.. i'm just 5 days older than him.. bwahaha..

to those classmate of mine who do not believe that i'm onLy 15.. well i dont mind if you wouldn't! that's not my probLem anymore! it's yours!
coz i live my life the way it used to be and i know how to count my age!

so that's all...

THANK YOU TO ALL THE PEOPLE WHO GREETED ME!
I REALLY REALLY APPRECIATE ALL OF YOU! :D

sh*t.. haha.. LOL.. XD

2008-02-26T21:13:00.000+08:00

[status: irritated to someone haunting my invincibLE souL]
[listening to: i can do better (avril lavigne)]

heLLo.. supposedly.. i should not be updating my bLog for now.. due to the fact that im irritated and i want to scream out loud... it's why i decided to post something.. haha..

ahhmm,.. people might think that the reason why I am irritated is just so simPLe.. hehe.. yes.. maybe.. but for me.. it's not.. haha.. remember i already mention about ms. ~~hmmm~~.. it's because of something you will surely be irritated if your in my situation.. hehe... this is the onLy thing i can say..

"the heLL u care?!?.. bkit may something ba sa inyo? eh ano nmn kung crux ko sya? whoaa... jealous ka?.."

i love the line "THE HELL YOU CARE/ THE HELL I CARE".. haha

oh.. and im very grateful to all of my friends and classmates..
[lapor and ard..they understand me...]
[palconit.janili.kim. jen. eLLaine. rus ann. cristina. joyce haha.. they all feel the same way..]
[specially trisha leen garrido.. haha.. she even qouted this Line.. "actually mrami kming picture ee. gusto ko lng mkita ung picture nmin dun".. haha..]

that's y i LoVE my friends..

anyway.. change topic.. but it wont go any farther....
ahhmmm.. the poem for mr. rose.. i havent completed it yet.. but i'll post it na.. and maybe i will not finish it anymore..[reason:TINAMAD NA AKONG PAGKAAKSAYAHAN SYA NG TINTA NG BALLPEN.. mahal din ang G-tech. haha]

so the stupid poem for mr. rose goes like this...

MR. Rose..

I know a man whom I called Mr. ROse.
I never thought of anything but a joke
To Look at him seems to be ordinary
But it ended up to a new story

I often mention him coz i Dont care
when he passes by, it's still the same air
But it was the time that i should say before,
And now is the PreSent, that open up a new door.

I Just realized that i might have faLlen'.
for this person that was aLready taken
I never knew things would be like this
i never imagined it would end to a wish.

and tHat's it.. i just hope [only hope] to finish it in my dreams.. well who knows.. i might finish it after a week, month, or a year.. oh probabLy never..

[again.. questions will not be entertained...my mouth will always be shut...]

promenade of the stars -_-

2008-02-23T23:26:00.001+08:00

[status: realizing what i should have done before]
so here i am again.. posting obviously about our prom[feb. 22, 2oo8]..
ahhmm.. i dont know where or how i should start..

first of aLL, about my hair.. i am so irritatd about my hair style coz it looks like so eew,,, haha..and my make up.. i looked like a cLOwn that night!.. haha. but then it's ok! at least i transformed! like transformers.. haha.. corni!["uwi na ako.." that's the line we usually say whenever our joke is too corny to laugh with..]

hmm.. somehow i enjoy the prOm though i have no partner or what we call "prom date"..
ahmm.. so the food.. it taste great[pero ndi ako nakakuha ng dessert naubusan ako :X].. the venue,, well its ok rather than in our quadrangle.. the band craeons[tama ba?!?].. whoaa,, they rock the heads of every mascians in there,.. haha..[parang mga batang sanay na sanay sa party na, na grounded ng isang buwan at pinakawalan ulit!.. (haha..i beLong!XD )]

so magtatagalog ako.. kc.. gusto kong i express ang sarili ko ng mas matindi.. haha
ahhmmm.. i would like to show my gratitude to the people who danced with me last night..[tagalog nga eh.adik]

my first dance... si Richard TungcO.. haha
pangaLawa.. ewn ko .. basta itong mga taong ito..
c Kenneth roger BUri.. [na dapt prom date ko actually prom date nmin sya lhat]
c Bien MAndac.. [kinikilig lhat ng kaklase ko pag nakasayaw sya]
c LouaNNe ard NOveLA..[ang higpit nya kasayaw]
c aRvin acantilado..[nagsosori sya khit waLA kasalanan..hehe]
c jM opoLinto..[napaiyak sya. pero ndi sakin ah,, sa iba nya kasayaw]
c mark aLvin X. dela cruz.. [prang cra Lang.. haha]
c thad del rosario..[tatLo kmi sumasayaw]
c justine mababangloOb..[parehas kming ndi marunong sumayaw]
c iMManueL CaniCOsa..[prang baTa lang aha..]
c daNNirie isidro..[groovy n ung music nung nakasayaw ko sya]
c MerVin laPor laforteza..[waLa lng.. nagtanungan lang kmi]
c Jan PauLo reLato..[napadaan lng ata sya nun eh. tas ala ako kapartner]
c JoShua ogot..[yata un.. napadaan lng.. tapos ipinasayaw skin ni pAuLo]
c paUL acode..[akalain mo un.. hirap kc tumanggi eh..nawaLAn bigLa ako ng partner eh.joke!]

ayan.. clng lhat.. haha..

pero on the other REAL side... medyo hindi happy ending.. haha..[nagdrama ako]..

kc gnito un. ung chismis.. totoo pLA.. haha.. nkakatawa[sarcastic un ah] :(
kc ito un eh.. c ms. ~~hmmm~~ nkita ko kasayaw si mr. rose.
tapos nung pipicturan dapat c mr. rose.sumasama YATA sya.. [okie lang na delete na namn eh..]pero actually may pic na si mr. rose kaso ndi sya nag smile dun kc gusto nya raw na muna makilala kung cno ung pagbibigyan ng photo nya alangan namn magpakilala ako?.. haha. un yon! kaya sbi ko gusto ko magsmyl sya dun sa 2nd pic.
kainis.. pero.. waLa namn ako dapt pakelaman eh. waLA nmn ako care sa buhay ni mr. rose or sa relationship nya with ms. ~~hmmm~~.. haha.. tama nmn dba?.. ndi ako pakeelamera.. kaya,, the Hell i care!.. bwahaha XD :(

"taena!!.. mabuti pang ndi nLng kita nkita kesa naman nasa harap nga kita kasayaw mo nmn sya.. ay ang sH*t!"

sabi nga sa kanta.. "oh! i wanna dance with somebody, i wanna feel the heat with somebody, yeah! i wanna dance with somebody! with somebody who loves me!" sabi lng yun sa KANTA AH!..

nga pLa.. natutuwa ako para sa mga nagkabati.. hehe..

meron pa ba akong sasabhin?.. haha.. wala na yata.. un lng..
pero masaya nmn taLga ako.. kasi nandun mga kaibigan ko at kasayaw ko rin cLA.. hahaha...

ooopss.. nga pLa.. i will not entertain any questions pag binasa nyo toh ah.. haha..

waahh...

2008-02-12T20:17:00.000+08:00

[status: in a moment of realization -_-
Listening to Pretend by secondhand serenade]

ahhmm...
this day.. i won! and tomasa lose! haha.. what's the game?... haha.. it's about our secret person.. wehehehe... i saw mr. ~~rose~~ again and again! almost aLL the day! first thing in the morning.. i never knew that he was the one walking towards the gate..[i didn't see him because when i walk aLone i used to look down] so i was shocked haha,, then in our p.e. time... in that 1 hour period i saw him(coz it's their CAT class)..and in lrt when we are about to go home..

there's so many things my mind is thinking of..
--->prom [oh hell! i dont wear gowns or dress.. and i still dont have any gown to wear for this event.. see how i refuse to join in this so caLLed prom! this thing will be on Feb.22,2008]
--->p6 project [this subject, as always! giving me probLems.. just like now.. about the egg drop using toothpicks and the other project with some sort of photography of course p6 is applied.. and i cant think of any concept..deadline:feb. 29;leap year]
--->my b-day [this is a probLem for me... because when my b-day comes i need to have money!!!]

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oh i'll be posting a poem for mr. rose.. haha..
but im still on the process of completing and arranging it!

anyway.. i'd better gO my dear!
i need to finish some stuffs in here!
yes of course i'll be back with the moon!
coz i'll be posting something soon!

ashamed>_<

2008-02-03T22:22:00.000+08:00

ahhm.. i'm quite happy coz our pc was formatted but not yet updated.. arhhggg so its useless.. but atleast it can help a little..

i just want to say that i was so ashamed last thursday (1-31-08). it's just becoz of my clasm8s.. [oh dear! if you only knew what they did! you'll surely feel the same] and last friday (2-1-08). they keep on shouting and shouting my name whenever mr. cellphone is there..

aww.. i still need to study... hmm.?.. study?.. [in my dreams..] haha....

i'm exhausted day dreaming...
i've been very busy staring..
im tired because of nothing..
that's y i have no time for studying...

bwahahaha.....

currentLy bored....

2008-01-26T21:21:00.000+08:00

arrgggghh...[status: in a deepest moment of boredom]

first of aLL heLLo world!....i just wanted to write or post something here.. something no one would want to read..
and actually there's nothing unusual that happened in my life this day... but i can teLL about last friday(1-25-08).. so the story goes like this.. i just saw my crush in tom's world(robinson-ermita)..it was my first time to see him in that kind of pLAce or maybe it was just a coincidence![oha.lumalande n nmn. tsk.] weLL that's it!..

ahhmm.. im bored..
anyway.. im busy thinking of something that i would be very busy with.. not with the school works but with something i dont usually do.. hahaha.. maybe reading books or cleaning my room.... ok whatever it is!

ohh.. haha.. i remember something... coffee prince.. hmm.. [soundslike coffeemaker?..nevermind anyway i cant connect it!] whooaaaa.. i like coffee prince, i want to buy its dvd[pirated one.haha.anyway im only a buyer not a producer.there's nothing to worry about] another thing.. hana yori dango part 2 is back.. haha.. i cant wait! though i have watched it.[in another pirated dvd.LOL]

ok ok.. i still dont have any stupid poem to post because my stupid mind isn't working at aLL..
btw..:[ i always wanted to view sum1's profile but i dont have the guts..[haLA guts daw oh! kadiri]..

awwwwwtsss...
enough of all this stupidity!!..

i wanted to make,..

2008-01-06T22:46:00.000+08:00

ahhmm.. i wanted to make a poem.. wee,,

inspired by the song of marie digby..(she is not yet that popular but she's really good)..

the title of her song that inspired me to make.. no actually inspired me to plan.. just pLAn to make a poem is "stupid for you"...

oh anyway this is my first post in 2008.. a new year.. wee..
but i havent made a new poem.. haha....
i dont have time to make im stiLL busy yet i wanted to make..

so i have a new year's resolution

1. i will study.. wee.. (i want to be a gc student but i really cant!)
2. i will not use the computer during saturday except when its important!
3. i will not waste my time in any amusement place..
4. i will be a good girl.. haha
5. i will go home early during friday..
6. i will be saving money for my b-day..
7. i will not stay up late and i will not be late..
8. i will TRY to do this things.. wee..

so that's all for now.. maybe if i have some time i will make a poem and post it here!..

i do exist..

2007-11-10T22:33:00.000+08:00

I do exist.. :(

I do walk, talk, cry, and breathe
I can even hear my heart that beats
But you don't even notice me
I'm faLLing for you secretLy

eVer cared for just a single me?
I bet not and you wiLL never be
One who'll be in my chaotic heart
or maybe you'll just be in the torn part...

A friend maybe you won't even like,
WaLk with me, or take a ride on a bike.
Yes, i'm such an unseen murky mist
in the desert like a dried oasis..

eVEr heard of my unknown name?..
LikE in tHE waTer looking for a fLame..
ever tried to Know me BetTer?..
as if sEarching for a fiLE in a fOLder..

I know, i know, it will never hapPen,
eVen my shadow will not remain..
Coz i dO feeL thaT you doN't notice,
or even tHink that i do exist.. :(

this poem i made for coffeemaker..
he should have known this... :(

just a strange dream...

2007-11-10T22:03:00.000+08:00

just a strange dream...

One day I wake up all alone
my eyes are wet coz of tears, i didnt wipe it and i stayed lying down.
I then take a sit on my bed then i started to think..
I keep on thinking, thinking, thinking and thinking..
After a few minutes, i then close my eyes and i can feel every drop of tears falling from my eyes..
i don't know but my body just fell, and i still think of that something i don't really know..

when i slowly open my eyes there's nothing i can see but only Darkness..
I then said to myself, "ahh! it's only DArkness.. This lips of mine just started talking,
"Oh! Darkness, it's you my old friend!."
Then I heard someone said ,"yes I really am!".
I asked him," can you stay here with me?", I heard an answer, "No, i Cant stay for too long, im not what you really need.."

A few minutes more, now i can see the colors of my room.. then i heard someone said goodbye.. Right then I remember Darkness. For just a blink of an eye Darkness left me..

Then I continue on what i'm really doing..
thinking.. thinking..

thinking..

thinking...

I just stop on thinking when i heard nothing.. sounds so funny?!.. oh but yess it is..
I just whispered, " Oh maybe Silence came by and visited me..".
I try to talk to silence but of course no one answered me.. When I gave up talking to nothing and hearing nothing, i grabbed my pillow, cover my face then sing a song.. And then i noticed a sound, a sound of a music box playing beneath my bed..

I get the music box and i closed it but i can still hear the sound playing so i opened it again, then i saw the ballerina (that was once sitted) now dancing.. and my reflection in the mirror crying..
I threw it away... the mirror was broken, but still the ballerina is dancing and the sound, i can still hear it playing.. At that moment, I knew Silence left me alone..

After that incident I grabbed my pillow covered my face and my ears.. oh but i can still hear it!... together with the sound of that music box i can hear my cousin waking me up?!?.. huh?.. asking me if i want to have a breakfast.
I get up. Wiping my eyes, then I remember, DARKNESS, who talked to me, SILENCE who doesn't answer me, and the MUSIC BOX that I have thrown away.

I then see the SUN shining brightly, i heard the RADIO so Loud, and I didn't see any piece of a mirror broken. I knocked my head twice.. trice..

And i realized all the things that just happened were all just a dream, just a strange dream..

feeling so nervous, i just said to myself....

"I thought it was for real, yes it happened..
but it happened just a strange dream..."

i made this coz i'm bored.. hehe :)

next tym...

2007-10-30T12:02:00.000+08:00

oh.. im gonna post something new in here.. not a poem..
but not now.. im still busy.. waahhh.. so many things to do.. ouch!>.

ahh.. ohh....

2007-10-07T22:35:00.000+08:00

this poem i made it when i'm in front of the computer...
fixing my devianTart page...
i also have this poem in my deviantart journaL..

I JusT

i just wanted to cry..
but i don't know why..
i'm sure its not becoz of sumthing..
i know its bcoz of much more than a thing..

i just wanted to cry..
i don't know what to feel, better die..
but i won't waste my life for such a lie..
or rather solve the value of pi...

i just don't want to hate my life..
got to get busy for some other time..
my life is not really mine, it's given..
it's my job to keep it safe from stupid men..

i just don't want to hate my life..
or stabbed myself using fucked knife..
i just don't want to see some blood..
and i don't want to feel so bad..

i just don't have the rights to hate..
this life of mine that i do take..
the thiNg that i should really hate...
is the way i used, care, and handle it ..

whooooooooaaaaaaa...

2007-09-25T23:17:00.000+08:00

ahmm..
nothing..
i just made some q0utes..
its so maikli...

**if loving you will put me on a dare..
i will take it to show that i really care!

**i'll accept that don't like me for who i am..
but never come back and say that we're friends!..
>>s2pid!<<

**if you don't like me, then hate me..
but be sure you're too g0od to be true..
coz' other's may think you're a damn crazy
hating sum1 that shouldnt be!..!

next tym nlAng ung other poems and qoutes..
ahaha...

2007-09-22T23:08:00.000+08:00

this is image is just a...
hmmm.. nothing...
i just made it in paint....

Im jUst Me..

2007-09-22T17:52:00.000+08:00

well, this another poem of mine is just about me?..
hehe.. weLL, i really think it is..

im Just me

I know i am not perfect..
and i dont live to be..
all i want you to know..
is That i am just being me..

dont call me in such names..
Dont look at me like i'm to blame..
You dont really know me that much..
so pLease, just shut up!

I'm not emo, poser, goth neither vain!..
doN't LaBeL me with this damn names..!
i waNt to be frEE not fuLL of pAin!
to pLay my parT in my own gAme..

yes, I kNow YoU may nOt LiKe me..
But Im juSt doing things that should be..
it's My oWn LIFE, my own Way..
And I LiVe in it everydaY..

straNger...

2007-09-16T11:49:00.000+08:00

this poem that i made is for a person..
idont really know..
i just saw him in an event..
ahaha.. i dont know y i made a poem 4 him..i called him mr. coffeemaker..
Stranger...

One day i saw you somewhere
and i know that you're a stranger
when i look at you sincerely
i felt something different in me

as time passed by that i see you
evry move and actions that you do
dont know why my eyes stares at you
and i cant help but follow through

whenever i look at the other
my eyes just dont want another
yes, i know you're just a stranger
but i feel sumthing better..

is there sumthing in you dat's special
coz the beat of my heart is unusual
watever it is that i'm feeling..
It's hard for me to keep it going..

My eyes is what i should blame..
for it wanted me to know you're name
and if time allow us to see each other
Still, still, we are only strangers!..

Coz it's you..

2007-09-16T11:30:00.000+08:00

this poem is my 9th poem but 1st english poem..
ahehe...
i didn't post my other poems in hir coz i dont want..
ahehe..
well anyweys this poem goes lyk this..

Coz It's you..

everytime you cam into my mind.
it seems that im so blind..
all the time that i see you.
it seems that my world is you..

whenever i hear your voice
for me its not a noise
but instead its a melody
that brings evry joy to me..

when they're laughing at you..
even though their words are true
i would still care 4 you
coz its you that i can't undo...

evry single care that i make
that is not really fake..
coz if i tried to do it..
my love for you will nevr fit..

My love 4 you is like an art
that should be treasured in my heart
coz maybe other's said you're just a thing..
but 4 me you worth everything..

mahal mo sya, mahal ka ba nya?

2007-09-06T21:34:00.000+08:00

this is another stupid poem of mine..
I created this during our computer science class (im in my second yir. lyf.)
haha.. so boring kc kay sir.. haha..

mahal mo sya, mahal ka ba nya?

tunay na kay hirap nga talaga
umibig sa isang hindi kilala
Sadyang kilala lang sa pangalan,
sadyang alm lmang ang kaanyuan.

kapg sya ay nakikita
Kakaiba itong saya,
kapag sya ay wala na.
kalungkutan labis na nadarama.

nang ,insan may nalamn,
sa tunay nyang katauhan
na ang puso nya ay may iba nang lman.
at hindi umayon sa iyo ang kapalaran

MaraHil masagi sa isip mo.
mga katagang katulad nito
"mahal mo sya,
mahal ka ba nya?"

ano na ang posibleng mangyari
sa pag ibig mo na hindi nmn kunyari
Pagtibok ba ng puso'y mawawala?
o hnindi prin patitinag sa naturang balita?

Ano nga ba?

2007-09-06T21:30:00.000+08:00

this is my first stupid poem...
dont read this if ur not that interested..
haha... only 4 those pipoL that can relate..

Ano nga ba?

Nang ikaw ay aking makita,
ano itong nadarama?
isang paghanga lng ba talaga?
o may iba pa?

sa araw arw na ikaw ay aking nkikita.
arw arw ding iba ang nadarama..
ngunit kapag ika'y nawala sa paningin.
bKit pilit paring hahanap-hanapin?

sa tuwing ikaw ay namamasdan
parang nasa kalangitan
kapag ika'y nriyan.
pag tibok ng puso'y ndi maintindhan..

Ako'y nalilito n may halong kaba..
O ano nga ba talga?
Paghanga p nga lng ba?
o sadyang umiibig na?

ndi ko man maintindhan
pagtibok ng puso at ang nararamdaman
pero ang aking tanging alm..
gusto kitang makilala ng Lubusan..

hay.. dont read this.. this sucks!!!

2007-09-03T23:01:00.000+08:00

ohh.. how i wish...
he just know me...
i know its hard...

its hard to feel what i should not feel..
i dont know you.. i just saw you..
but i've seen pipol lyk you..
but.. but.. wat is this im feeling ryt now?..
am i addicted or just attracted|?...
my eyes is to blame..
for it wanted me to know your name..
hmm....

i dont know him.. and he dont know me too..
and i yet,, i still feel sumthing...
hehe... oh.....
i wish i can see him again...
oh.. and yes,, even though we see each other..

i know i know.. he'LL always be a stranger!!

hay!!!life sucks!!!!(somtyms)

2007-09-02T00:24:00.000+08:00

nothing...